敗犬女王

yet again, missing in action..

2012-01-12T00:38:00.004+08:00

okay okay okay.. so i have been missing in action.. i know..

holding 3 jobs at a time is not easy for me. i used to think 24 hours is too long for a day.. but now, it seems like it is not even enough for me! i have got soooooo many things to do, i always seem to be in a rush every single day!

anyway, i have not uploaded new pictures into my laptop yet, but i shall do so soon, okay? bear with me for a little while.

actually, i am just blogging this blog entry before i turn in, to let you people know that i am still alive and kicking, happy and enjoying every moment of my life! =)

before i go, i shall share some k-pop music videos with you people.. they are my personal favourites, though.. =)

i shall save some music videos for my future blog posts!

for now, just stay tuned for new updates and maybe, some bitchings! =)

you set my heart thumping! =)

2011-12-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

i am loving the million dollar stud!

he makes my heart beat twice as fast!

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how can i not love him????!!!!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXO

2011-12-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

i cannot wait to complete the first part of my course! my graduating date is getting nearer! =)

i am currently juggling with 3 jobs. yes, it is super duper tiring and tedious but all you have to do is to manage your time well.

work has been great, although there are alot of stuff to do every single day. during the weekdays, i work in an office and occasionally after work, i will have to go and attend my course. but during weekends and also days when i have no courses to attend, i will be teaching part time tuition. yes, i converted my tutoring job to a part time job. so, you can say that i work as a clerk, a student and a tutor, all at the same time. =)

of course, i did not forget to spend time to have fun and relax while i am earning all the ching-chings! i do meet up with my girlfriends for coffee, chit chat, shopping and movies and i caught this long-awaited movie a few days back with emily. =)

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars.

part 2 will only be out in november 2012, which is exactly a year later! damn, that is really long! =(

baby jumbo went for his grooming session about a week back. he is really a white and round furball now. =)

it is really demoralizing when time passes so quickly when you are having your off days. needless to say, time passes so slowly while you are working.

i think i should turn in soon. my eyelids are feeling a little heavy now. =)

* NOTHING BEATS SEEING A CERTAIN OUTSTANDING FUCKTARD WHO LOVES LIVING IN MY SHADOWS. *

life, as it is.. =)

2011-11-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

i promised that i will blog an entry this weekend.. so, here it is!

i remembered i used to be very active in blogging, but now, due to my tight working schedule and also my studies, i hardly blog anymore.

but before i begin blogging, i have a good news to share! do you guys remember that i blogged about my studies and how i stayed up late to revise my notes? well, my hard work has finally paid off! i got the highest score for my module's examination paper!

see?! there is the proof! but i am very thankful, to have such friendly, encouraging and awesome classmates, and of course, friendly and helpful lecturers too. we help one another and we learn from one another. all of us are always encouraging one another to do better. i have learnt so much from my classmates.

i used to hate school so much! the only reason i went to school was because of my friends. but now, i love school! =)

snapshot of me, doing my assignment. =p

i will continue and try my best to achieve more in life!

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about a month ago, i bought rings from an online shop. lucky me, they were all on sale! i wasted no time and i think i bought a total of 15 rings!

i am not going to post all the pictures of the 15 rings i bought.. i am going to just show you guys a few of them..

by the way, i bought 15 rings for a total of less than $50! =)

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i have been hanging out with lyn recently. we have so many things in common! we both are in the same course, we score almost the same marks for our examinations, we love purple, we love lavender, we can talk about anything and everything!

me and lyn, taken at esplanade last week.

hello! =p

lyn, if you see this, i just want to tell you that i love you! =)

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baby jumbo has been really obedient! although he will tend to pee on the floor sometimes, but still, he is an ultimate darling! how can i not love him?! =)

i do not know when i will be blogging another entry again. i still have like, 4 assignments to complete and also an attachment to fulfill. i will be graduating in end of december, after which, i will continue to study the next stage of my course. =)

wish me all the best, guys! =)

the little laughs we have..

2011-10-09T01:53:00.002+08:00

seriously, i really dislike running from places to places every single day of the week but sadly, that is part of my jobscope. and to think that i only have 1 miserable hour to reach city hall and walk all the way to campus.. man, that is really energy draining..

sometimes, after class, i do not go home immediately. i would sit down at some fastfood outlet or cafe with my classmates at raffles city, chill and have some fun. =)

lyn has always been my partner-in-crime ever since our course started. whenever we are apart, we would whatsapp each other often.

being in the same group really helps when we do our assignments too. we always joke around in class and laugh at the smallest things. basically, we are like 2 grown-ups who act like kids in a childcare centre. =p

2 more months and i will be graduating from the first part of my course. the past 2 months had been really tedious for me.. i overworked until i fell extremely sick. but that did not stop me from going for my course. i still went for it and in the end, i fell even more sick when i reached home. but for the sake of my career and future, i will fight on. =)

my first module's examination results will be out in less than 2 weeks.. i hope i did well. wish me luck! =p

sore loser, grow up and get a life!

2011-10-01T01:25:00.003+08:00

when i was younger, i used to look for trouble unnecessarily. but now, trouble looks for me, not the other way around anymore.

you know, as we grow older, most of us tend to forgive and forget as much as we can. if there is still an opportunity to still remain as friends, of course, it will be good for everyone. if not, it would be best to leave things as peaceful as it can be.

honestly, i used to have a very best friend whom i really love and cherish. many things happened and today, we are not friends anymore. sometimes, it is kind of sad whenever i think about it. until now, i can say that i was not the one who betrayed her initially. i know, no matter what i say, there will be no believers because of all the influences and opinions from so-called busybodies. so, i just leave it at that because, the more i want to explain myself, the more guilty i will seem to be. maybe one day, when the air is cleared, we might be back to being friends again, maybe not as close as before but still.. oh well. =)

but sometimes, things are not as easy as it seemed, for a certain 30-year-old butch, sad to say. YES! you got that right! 30 YEARS OLD! if you are really lucky, you will be happily settled down with a blissful family already, or maybe with a really promising career. so, let me just say, this butch is really unlucky, in the sense that she, does not have a blissful family of her own and also, without a stable career. SO UNSTABLE that she almost cannot seem to fork out a mere $20! OOPS!

when things happen, this 30-year-old butch would run away, hiding and avoiding. seriously, the only impression she gives me until now.. i guess the picture below suits her best currently..

if she thinks that by hiding and avoiding can solve matters, i really do not know, what has she even learn in life for the past 30 years of her life?!

and to think that i even helped her speak to her then-partner(i shall name her S) the other time! she was pleading to me with tears in her eyes. i pitied her so i sent a message to S, who is someone very dear and close to me, even till today. but THANK GOD! THANK GOD i had seen her true colours before things turned bad.

can you imagine what this immature 30-year-old butch said?

- she practically told everyone she could, that the person who is currently in a relationship with S, is a first class thief and she is really good in cheating money off others.
- she even said that that particular person is a good-for-nothing and all of us must never trust her.

seriously, is she referring to herself???

like i said, THANK GOD i realized it sooner. this particular person is way MORE matured and promising than this 30-year-old butch! i should count myself really lucky that i did not help her further because she really does not deserve it at all.

this 30-year-old butch has already moved on with her life, or has she? seriously, only she herself knows. when everything has died down, she can even stir troubles up again with all the shit she says! yes, she TRIED SO HARD to agitate me, but to no avail. honestly, what she says are nonsensical and i feel that she hardly thinks before even speaking.

S has already moved on with her life and she is really happy and blissful with her current partner now. probably, this 30-year-old butch feels sore that S is now with someone better, which is really true, that she keeps trying to create conflict between S and her partner! speaking of low-class despicable ways, huh? LOL!

since the 30-year-old butch already has a partner too, why must she keep stirring trouble for others? well, probably because..

- she is feeling super sore because S is now with someone way more good-looking than herself?
- maybe her current partner is unable to give her the love and affection she wants?
- maybe she is just living in self denial all these while?
- or plainly just because, she did not learn a single thing in life during her past 30 years in life?

what makes everyone deem her as a first class clown is that, she can repeat and repeat non-stop about what happened! maybe she should really go see a surgeon, fix a recorder in her fucking fat body, install a play button in one of her wrists, record what she absolutely loves to repeat, and just fucking press the fucking play button when she feels like telling someone. HAHAHAHA!

but i have a better idea. how about this 30-year-old butch go and participate in this reality show?

at least she can put some of her time and mind into really good use. OOPS! LOL!

and also, i do not even give a fucking shit if this 30-year-old butch or her partner or even her so-called friends were to come here and make a scene in my tagboard. i have already been there, done that and been through it. if you guys remember, i reported to the police about some cowardly blog taggers to the police and since then, everything became silent. if this 30-year-old lowlife wants to play this game with me again, i would gladly repeat my action against cowardly blog taggers again. all these online harassment and threats really make me yawn, BIG TIME.

if this 30-year-old were to call me up or tell me face to face about anything at all, maybe i would try to find an effort to give her the least respect i can find. if she thinks that, by any chance, complaining to my ex-boyfriend about all these is going to affect me, she is seriously wrong because i know him very well. he will not even care or entertain stuff like these.

and if this 30-year-old butch thinks that she can break S and her partner up or cause any unnecessary disputes or conflicts between them, she is seriously wrong again. i guess she is really too fucking blind to see that S and her partner are really happy together!

by the way, i readily and graciously forgive this 30-year-old butch for trying to agitate me online with that freaking funny status of hers on facebook, because whatever she says, seriously, it makes totally no sense! and do you even have a say about what happened to me and him in the first place? maybe you can stop acting like a clown already. it will do you more good since you are already a useless fuck.

so, as my title of this blog post says..

SORE LOSER, GROW UP AND GET A LIFE.

unless she wants to keep sucking milk from nipples. LOL! =p

school life.

2011-09-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

it has been a long time since i had busy days.

my life has changed ever since i started my course. i do not get to go home at all, until around 10pm every single night. sometimes, i would go out with my friends straight after work or class and of course, i would not be home until after 2am on days like that.

school has been great! i made a lot of new friends. =)

apart from the fun i always have in school, there is the stress. trust me, the stress is much more than i imagined.

last sunday, i met up with my groupmates, sindhu and lyn. we had to sacrifice our weekend to do our assignment together, which will be due in a few days.

i did not manage to take pictures with sindhu because she was sitting opposite lyn and i. so, we both took pictures instead.

the world is really small! lyn happens to know my cousin! =p

facing all these revision notes and homework on a sunday is more than enough to kill our weekend mood. HAHAHA! =p

lyn took the initiative to collage the pictures i took with her into this really sweet layout! thank you, lyn!

look at us! instead of busy studying and doing our assignments, we fooled around and took pictures. HAHAHA!

the life of a working adult cum student is never easy and it is always very tedious. but the only reason that makes it comforting for me is this..

with such an adorable furkid waiting for you to reach home after a tiring day, how can you not be happy and comforted? =)

speaking of furkids, i still miss gucci very much.. it has been 5 months since he went to doggie heaven. i know he is doing well up there, with all his doggie friends, running around green fields and meadows. =)

you know, dogs will not be with us for our whole lives because they only live up to around 15 years. but the memories, fun and unconditional love they give us.. it really is one of the best things in the world. =)

comeback kid~

2011-09-06T01:46:00.001+08:00

i have been super busy for the past month. i always tell myself i have to blog at least once every week, but i failed to do so. =p

as i have mentioned in my previous blog post, i said that i am going back to school to study soon, right?

TADAH!!!!

i am working towards my dream! in other words, i am not following my dream, i am CHASING my dream! =)

but it all boils down to hard work and also, how determined i will be.

see how much stuff i have to study and revise every night? and this is only a part of it! my close friends know that i have been 'burning the midnight oil' every single night. i know it is very unhealthy to do so, but for the sake of getting good grades, i have to. =)

but of course, i do take study breaks while i mug, which includes taking small bites of food, watching some youtube videos, gossiping on whatsapp with my girls and of course not forgetting this..

cuddling up with baby jumbo! =)))

yes, baby jumbo has moved into my house and staying with my family for good. =)

tomorrow will be another busy day for me. my day begins early and ends long after the sun sets.

i shall work hard for my career. although i admit it is kind of late to start now, at least i did, rather than never. =)

oh my seungri~

2011-08-19T03:37:00.001+08:00

crazy over him!~

a blessing in disguise! =)

2011-08-12T00:08:00.003+08:00

hello all! sorry for the disappearing act. well, i am back now! and yes, i am very much happier than before! and in addition, up till now, i lost a total of 6kgs! =)

as many of you should know by now, yes, i am single! YAY! and yes, it was a mutual separation. =)

i know, those people who hate me will say that i totally deserve it and those who love me will say that i deserve someone even better. =)

to those who hate me
hello, sucker! let me tell you these. well, it does not bother me whether you are gloating with joy inside or whether you are popping the champagne. ask yourself, if you are able to be in a relationship for 10 years, then it ends and yet, you are able to stand up again and be stronger than before, can you do it? if not, you have absolutely NO right to laugh and point fingers at me. even if you do, i shall sashay past you pathetic fool and treat you like a public clown. LOL! you might think that i will resort to committing suicide and all, but you pathetic fool DO NOT KNOW that after every fall, it makes me stronger! wise people change for the better, whereas fools will always be fools. =)

to those who love me
hello lovelies! thank you for all the encouragement, care, concern, love and support showered upon me. i deeply appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. yes, my heart did ache for awhile but i am totally fine now. there is no need to worry so much anymore. actually, i was already fine long ago.. just that i am too busy to blog this up. sorry, my bad! the next one will be better, you say. i will leave everything to fate. right now, all i can see is my hard earned money rolling in! that is the most important! all my hard work seems to be paying off! and yes, i am enjoying my singlehood and really making loads of new friends wherever i go! =)

all i can say is, the earth is round. what goes around comes around. what you do onto others, one fine day, it shall happen to you when you least expect it. =p

ending with a sidenote, i am really looking forward to my upcoming course! i am so glad that i signed up for it and i already had a draft of where this course i will be taking will lead me to. and all i can say is, i have a bright future ahead! =)))

GOD BLESS THE LOVELIES, SWEETIES, BABIES AND DARLINGS!

SATAN BLESS THE FOOLS, CLOWNS, SLUTS AND WHORES!

yes, i can be nice but i can be evil too. after all, the difference is just a thin line. =p

brief appearance.

2011-07-13T02:56:00.003+08:00

just a brief update before this blog goes into another period of hiatus mode again.

no worries, my dear people. i am alive and kicking well. i am not lying dead at some stupid spot.

and it feels really heartwarming to have people who really care for you and love you other than your immediate family members like, my second family? =)

anyway, i will be going back to study real soon. i am looking forward to it! seriously, i cannot wait! =)

DEAD.

2011-06-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

THIS BLOG IS ON HIATUS.

I'LL BE BACK WHEN THINGS ARE BETTER ON MY SIDE(HOPEFULLY).

big bang!

2011-05-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

if you people have been reading my blog, you guys would have noticed by now, all the songs in my playlist are korean songs. =)

yes, i am a crazy k-pop fanatic since donkey years ago! i was quite surprised when i found myself more attracted to the korean culture than the japanese culture. but i love japanese food, especially sashimi! =)

when it comes to boybands, i have a favourite boyband from korea and they are none other than.. BIG BANG!

one of my favourite music video from BIG BANG is.. WITH U!

they are so very talented and needless to say, they can dance and sing very well! some of the group members also have their own solo albums! =)

my favourite guy from BIG BANG is none other than.. SEUNG RI~

check out his fantabulous solo single.. STRONG BABY!

i always have this song playing on my ipod nano! =)

other than my SEUNG RI, taeyang and g-dragon have solo albums too!

TAEYANG

G-DRAGON

and here are taeyang and g-dragon's music videos. =)

i thought i have already long past the stage whereby i kind of worship boybands.. but BIG BANG got me addicted to them! i even downloaded their music videos into my iphone so that i can watch them whenever and wherever i want! =)

T.O.P

DAESUNG

if BIG BANG is coming to singapore for a concert, i will try my ultimate best to go! =)

i hope BIG BANG is going to stick around for a very very long time. their music is really awesome!

since i am sooooooo into korean stuff, maybe i should change all the stuff i have on my blog to korean language instead! but of course, i will have to understand what it says before i edit my blog! =)

let us all wait and see! =)

rantings..

2011-05-06T00:54:00.002+08:00

you know, sometimes, when you tend to say how you feel, you might just get into unnecessary trouble with unnecessary people. i am not saying that my rantings are unnecessary. after all, this is my personal blog and i can just say whatever i want, no?

when i talk about unnecessary people, i am referring to those who took the stupid initiative to confront others when obviously, they are in the wrong and they are the ones who started it. by telling the police how pathetic you are may just be the joke of the century. of course, i will never call on the police unless the other party threatens me to a fight, which i feel that it is hopelessly childish.

yes, i do type with vulgarities and when i get upset, i do rant and rant.. and as a result, i am being labeled as a keyboard warrior. BUT one thing is, i do what i say. when i say i shall walk past a certain someone and laugh at them when i see them, i will make sure i put my words into action.

believe me, i have come across so many potential keyboard warriors that i totally lost count. like when they say they shall make me pay when they see me, but then, how come i see nothing has been done? recently, some girl said that she was unhappy with me because of what i tweeted and i have the message that said so. but the funny thing is.. when she saw me face to face, all i got was a fucking face full of 'act-pure innocence'! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! FAIL!!!!

all those online drama, i can say that i am already almost over them. i would rather they come up to me and tell me straight in my face, at least i would find the least bit of respect for you for being honest with me. if they want to continue being a loser keyboard warrior, fine, go ahead. that alone, already proved how useless and lame they really are. =)

seriously, i always tell myself.. the best revenge for all the haters and hypocrites is my happiness. whatever people say about my boyfriend and i.. it does not matter. actions speak louder than words. whatever we do, just sit back and watch and of course, do not forgetting to keep your fingers crossed because i know you losers are waiting for us to end our relationship. =)

i know my rantings can get too much.. so i shall give it a rest for now. if i were to go on, i know trouble will come knocking on my door.

once a britney fan, forever a britney fan.

2011-04-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

movies again..

2011-04-03T16:09:00.002+08:00

yes.. my blog is almost dead. the reason as to why i did not update my blog for close to 2 weeks is because, i was too freaking lazy to even switch on my laptop! and moreover, i have not much stuff to blog about.

if you want updates, i can only update all the movies which i caught with BF and friends..

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars.

the only bad thing about World Invasion is that the ending is a little abrupt. other than that, everything was somehow awesome.. action-packed all the way till the end of the movie. =)

RATING: 2 out of 5 stars.

if you like girls in leather, then you can go watch Sucker Punch. or else, just give it a miss. the storyline is super boring and cheesy.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

although it is a little draggy, the storyline is rather good. i watched this movie mainly because Won Bin acted in it. LOL! =p

i shall be back again with more updates.. hopefully, with better details. or else, i can just jolly well shut down my blog. LOL!

P.S. i shall give that bitchy blog post a miss. the longer i drag, the lesser mood i have to blog about it. =)

sanity.

2011-03-18T01:47:00.002+08:00

seriously, i have no mood to blog about anything now, although i am in the midst of drafting out that BITCHY BLOG POST which i mentioned in one of my previous blog entries. =)

well, just a couple of movies with boyfriend last week..

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3 out of 5 stars.

i know my blog is becoming super boring but i really have not much mood to blog about my thoughts and opinions about stuff, for now.

anyway, you guys stay cool. i will be back. =)

another month..

2011-03-11T15:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 9 YEARS 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, BABYCAKES! =)

movie therapy.

2011-03-07T17:09:00.002+08:00

caught a couple of movies with boyfriend..

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars!

RATING: 2 out of 5 stars.

i am not going to blog much in this blog entry..

BUT

i have got really BITCHY stuff to blog about for my next blog entry!

STAY TUNED!

bugis essensuals flea~

2011-02-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

having a flea stall is fun, especially when all your stall neighbours are your personal friends.

last saturday, my sister and i went down to bugis essensuals because the director of bugis essensuals proposed the idea of having a mini flea market in his hair salon. my sister is one of the ambassadors for bugis essensuals and so, she got to open her own flea stall for free! =)

the day before the flea, my sister began to sort out all her clothings in categories of $2, $5, and $10. she threw in some of her secondhand novels as well.

look at all these 'barang-barang'!

my sister and i had to carry all these stuff all the way to bugis! we kept laughing at each other because we could not really carry all these heavy things ourselves but of course, we managed to make it all the way to bugis, one way or another.

my sister's flea corner with her make-shift sign! =)

me and my sister, crystal.

yes, we do not look alike. i get that alot. but yes, WE ARE BLOOD SISTERS. i look more like our father whereas crystal looks more like our mother. =)

me and wenqing. =)

yes, she is fann wong's baby sister. wenqing is also one of the ambassadors for bugis essensuals and we are also personal friends. i got to know her through her sister's wedding ages ago.. like, when i was in primary school? i cannot really remember when but it was around that time i got to know wenqing. look at us now! all grown up and she is getting married this year! congratulations, my dear! =)

me and jesslynn.

i had a really great time at the mini flea! i got to catch up with wenqing, whom i have not met up with in ages because she is always flying all around the world! i told her so many stuff like those lame-ass lifeless people who are always trying their best to look for trouble. i knew my sister and i had her in stitches with the things we said. =p

it feels good to catch up with old friends who still remember you the way you are, although it had been ages since the last meet up. =)

i'll be back.

2011-02-24T15:41:00.002+08:00

YES! I'M STILL ALIVE! SORRY TO DISAPPOINT THOSE WHO WISHED I WAS DEAD. =p

I KNOW I LACK LOADS OF UPDATES BUT I PROMISE I'LL BE BACK SOON.

MEANTIME, PLEASE HANG ON.

110th month.

2011-02-11T13:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 9 YEARS AND 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

an alyson noël fan. =)

2011-02-09T20:27:00.004+08:00

reading is one of my passion, apart from playing video games.

i remembered when i was still a little girl, i would read hardcover books by Enid Blyton. i also love reading Nancy Drew, Hardy Boys, Famous Five and of course, Archie comics! whenever i had the chance, i would just read and read. i would bring a book with me into the toilet whenever i need to shit. i remembered once, i was reading a book when i was having my dinner. being the clumsy old me, i accidentally dropped my book into my bowl of hot cucumber soup!

as i grow older, i began to read books which contain no pictures and just words, apart from those manga comics.

i have this bad habit of buying novels off the shelves whenever i took a liking to one. up to date, i have more than 10 thick unread novels! boyfriend would always say, "aiyo.. you still have so many unread novels and yet you still want to buy some more?" LOL!

there was this period of time everyone was obsessed with Twilight, including me. but now, MOVE OVER, TWIHEARTS! it is time for THE IMMORTALS SERIES to shine! =)

i am officially a fan of alyson noël! her books are really amazing! my sister said it is like a skeleton story of the Twilight series. actually, the stories are great!

i got these 4 books added into my collection now..

i have not bought the 5th book, which is..

but i am going to do so soon because i just read up on the news of this IMMORTAL SERIES that the 6th book is on its way! it is said to be on sale from 7th june 2011! i can hardly wait!

reading is one way of enriching oneself. it will never do any harm to anyone who reads and reads. =)

rabbit~

2011-02-03T12:15:00.001+08:00

who cares about what "they" think?

2011-01-31T00:54:00.001+08:00

sometimes, keeping quiet does not mean i am admitting defeat or being afraid.

if you think that i am talking/blogging about you, whereas i am only talking about things in general, then i am sorry to say that i am not sorry at all. having screenshots or whatsoever does NOT scare me one teeny weeny bit. those actions and words failed to hit me, big-time. i just do not really care about what you think. in case you do not know.. without police, lawyers are useless but without lawyers, police are helpless. so, yeah.. try harder. =)

sometimes, some bitches can be so damn freaking slutty. when i made a promise to myself that i shall not mention anything about their past or whatever business of theirs, they can still go around talking about my past. it is fine with me because i know why. they are idiots with NARROW minds and idiots like them who have NARROW minds, they must have BROAD tongues or else they will have an imbalanced life. =)

never try to be a smart ass when you are not even one at all. if you assume you can bring me down by telling others that suing me is possible, you totally look like a big-time fool. if you think you know the law, think again. smart people PLAY with the law but stupid people ASSUME that they know the law.

some timid bitches only dare to speak up when they have back-ups from their friends or their hubbies. seriously, get a life! what can you be capable of when you are always hiding behind the people you claimed that you treasure? that is a really sad case for you, considering that you do NOT even respect the elderly. what goes around comes around. i am sure you will get the same kind of treatment from your next generation, if you are able to have the next generation so, yeah.. suck it up! =p

who needs enemies when i have friends who can just simply brush away the many years of friendship aside like a breeze? yeah.. when i have EX-friends who are really afraid of their girlfriends or wives. when you lie saying that others are lying about how long they knew you, seriously, who wears the pants in the relationship? and if you think i can rely on asses like these when i am in trouble, you are totally wrong. asses like them with no guts and can just simply run out of sight whenever things happen.. GOODNESS!!! where is your manhood? what is the point of being such a tough national serviceman when you only can simply run away? =p

yeah yeah.. call me a keyboard warrior or a computer hero.. i am too sick of hearing that.. try something new, eh? *yawns*

(^-^)_|_

CONTINUE TO STALK, SUCKERS!!! =)

random.

2011-01-29T13:59:00.002+08:00

i have been super busy with spring-cleaning my house this past week! seriously, i never realised that my family and i can accumulate so much unwanted stuff in only a year!

i have been a really good girl. after classes, i came straight home and helped mom with the household chores. i folded the clothes, decorated my house with chinese new year decorations, wiped the windows, changed the bedsheets, cleared the storeroom and also, shopping for chinese new year goodies.

i kind of hate the weather these few days. it can rain for one minute and the next minute, it will stop raining totally but then again, after a few minutes, it will start to rain again.

i managed to squeeze time in and met up with joyce aka my buddy. i went prawning with her. actually, i did not prawn. i just went there to accompany her and exchanged some gossips. =p

also, i did some window-shopping and boyfriend was so sweet to buy me this korean drama series..

and of course, boyfriend bought something extra for his ride..

a pair of air scoops. boyfriend told me that alot of hayabusa riders are really interested in getting this pair of air scoops but in the end, boyfriend managed to call it a deal with the seller. it looks really nice, i must say, although i know i am not really someone who totally understands bikes. =p

a few more days to the lunar new year! =)))

more saw, please~

2011-01-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

i mentioned before in some of my previous blog entries that i am a huge fan of gore movies. needless to say, when Saw 7 aka Saw 3D premiered, i wasted no time to catch it!

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars.

miraculously, Saw 7 is much better than Saw 6! the method those people died in Saw 7 are much more 'creative' than those people who died in Saw 6. sometimes, i would wonder to myself if the person who created this Saw series is also a psycho himself. i mean, look at all those murder plots! everything seemed to be pre-planned perfectly.

it is kind of sad that this would be the finale for the Saw series. I really wish that they would produce more.

my mother always say that i am weird because i can watch autopsy videos and gore shows when i am eating kway chup or spaghetti. LOL!

GORE IS ART. ART IS GORE.

taking comments in my stride, especially insults. =)

2011-01-16T19:14:00.011+08:00

EDITTED!!! *THIS IS THE ORIGINAL POST* MY FRIENDS SAY IT WOULD BE BETTER FOR ME NOT TO PUBLISH TOO MUCH STUFF ABOUT RANDOM PEOPLE. NAH.. NOT A COWARD. I AM JUST PROTECTING MYSELF FROM TROUBLE FROM NONSENSICAL HATERS. BUT IF I AM A COWARD TO YOU, SO BE IT.. RATHER THAN I AM A NOBODY. =p

in this world, there will be people who will love you for who you are and also, there will be people who will hate you for what you are.

everyone has their flaws, be it their appearances, character, personality, figure or anything one can think of. i am happy the way i am, although i am more to the plump side now. =)

needless to say, whatever i do, the people who love me will definitely support me. but the people who hate me will definitely have nasty things to say.

in my previous blog entry, i blogged about my sister's pet puppy. WITHIN A FEW HOURS, one of those haters of mine saw my blog post and soon, all those nasty insults came up.

everyone wants to look good in pictures, do you guys agree? photoshopping is so freaking common nowadays, even celebrities do that too! i do photoshop my pictures. sometimes, i will make my waist look smaller because i look kinda plump now. on certain occasions, i will make my eyes look bigger and make my face look a little slimmer.

i deliberately posted a picture of myself in full body length in my previous post..

this is the original picture, without photoshop.

this is the photoshopped picture, which my waist appeared to be a little smaller. i had a really 'HARD TIME' photoshopping my 'FAKE FIGURE' picture! =p

the difference in the picture is not that much of a difference. my friends cannot even tell that i photoshopped my waist! but as for those haters, it would be a different story altogether.

those haters really fell right into my trap! if i never publish that full body length picture of me, i would not have any assurance that they are still stalking my blog or twitter! but thankfully, everything is super clear now. no matter how they deny, it is of NO USE. in this way, they have no right to even say that i am very thickskinned! =p

seriously, those haters have not seen me for a very very long time and yet, some of them can still remember vividly how i look like! do you people want to know my bra size, the size of the panties i wear, what brand on tampon i am using, how much shit i pass out, how many litres of urine i pass out, how many times i fart every day??? or can i just say that i am super duper touched? they take into detail the SLIGHTEST flaw about me! WOW!!! =)

are they jealous because i am fed FULL OF LOVE? i guess they are, or else my plump figure would not be their bitching topic. if i can photoshop my waist size, you people can too.. but maybe not the waist size.. but their complexion and their.......... TEETH? LOL!

maybe they can say that they are so NATURALLY GOOD-LOOKING to the extent that they need not even photoshop their pictures at all. but who knows? maybe they DO NOT have the basic skills to photoshop! in that case, they can only take pictures WITHOUT exposing their flaws?

my friends say i should just put this picture, rather than put the original one, just so that someone can save some face. =)

see that? the BEST FEATURE is soooooooooooo prominent now! SO NICE! i should try to do that too.. =)

did i pass? i tried to look as pretty as possible already leh..

by the way, i do not pile up makeup. but that would be a different case for people who have skin complexions like this..

ALAMAK!!!!!!

it really takes alot of effort for them to really stalk me. i should really thank them for making that effort! maybe they should just submit their names to me and i shall pay them according to their sincerity every month? it might be a good idea, especially for those haters who are jobless. AIYO!!! NO WONDER THEY HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO STALK ME AND LOOK INTO EVERY SLIGHT DETAIL ABOUT ME LA!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! =p

OH YA!!! the year of the rabbit is just around the corner! i should not be that bad, eh? i should give that buckteeth a chance to flaunt her BEST FEATURE. she has got the WHOLE YEAR to flaunt, whereas i have to wait for like, another 8 long years before i can flaunt my FAT FIGURE again. LOL! =p

like people always say, "CANNOT SEE PICTURES ONE!!!"

no need to thank me for making the effort to blog out this blog entry. i am just returning you haters what you all deserve, for forking out just that amount of time, energy and also effort to stalk me. i really am touched by all your sincerity. i do not know what else i can say, to make you hates know that i am really thankful for everything you all had done. by the way, photoshopping those pictures really took me a lot of time, a lot more time than photoshopping my FAKE FIGURE. but luckily, i do not have to work today. =)

what i am trying to say is, i thank you haters for all your insults. they really motivate me to become an even better person, be it inside or out. i know i am AWESOME but still, i want to thank you all for reminding me that i really am. YOU PEOPLE ARE MY 'FANS' and I AM YOUR IDOL!!!

P.S. what did you say? WANNA SUE ME? HAHAHA!!! COME ON!!! i used random pictures of lips and mouth. are they yours? are your NAMES mentioned? are your FULL PICTURES being published? if YES, by all means. if NO, i advise you not to waste time and effort. =)

baby jumbo!~

2011-01-15T17:33:00.003+08:00

a dog is a man's best friend. i cannot agree more to that.

they are able to love unconditionally and they stay loyal to their owner. =)

my sister bought a new puppy a few months ago. she named him jumbo. every since then, my sister kept on bugging me to blog about her new furkid.

i love jumbo! he really is one of the cutest furkid ever, with unusual ears! during my sister's off days, she would bring jumbo over to my house and i would spend some time, playing with him. since my house already has 2 dogs, jumbo lives with my sister and her boyfriend at paya lebar.

look at his unusual ears! they caught my sister's attention. many people kept on badmouthing jumbo when he was on sale because of his ears. my sister was pissed with their comments and she decided to bring jumbo home after paying $888. jumbo was only 3 months old then.

personally, i love jumbo's ears! i always tease my sister, saying, "eh.. next time when you wake up and you cannot find jumbo anywhere, it means he fly away already la.." LOL!

but as time passed, jumbo's ears began to flop down. first, it was his right ear and subsequently, his left ear went down too. we thought it was really weird because sometimes, his ears would simply just come up again..

see what i meant? but my sister and i love jumbo for being such a darling, bringing endless joy to us. it does not matter whether his ears were up or down. =)

on certain occasions, i would bring him out for a little stroll, along with my sister.

yes, jumbo would follow you closely. my sister snapped this picture of me. see that little handbag i was on my right hand? yeap, my sister placed jumbo in that little bag whenever she brings him out. =p

sometimes, jumbo would get distracted during his strolls..

but he is still a little puppy, thus.. he cannot run fast and that makes it easier for us to catch up with him.

jumbo loves to take quick naps on my lap, maybe because my lap is spacious enough for him. HAHAHA! =p

i love this picture! see the way he sleeps? CUTE MAX!

see that? SWEETNESS!!!

as for those people who claimed that they love dogs but they can even diss other dogs, saying that they are ugly, or even using the term, 'dog', to insult other people, jolly well go reflect on yourself. do you really love dogs at all? yes, i used to use the term, 'dog', to insult other people in the past but not anymore. i am changing this bad point of mine. and needless to say, in my personal opinion, all animal abusers should just go to hell or drop fucking dead. =)

to me, every dog is the same. i love them not because of their appearances, temperaments or characters. it does not matter whether they are expensive breeds or just a mongrel on the streets. i love them simply because they are dogs. =)

late entry: daddy's birthday. =)

2011-01-14T18:22:00.003+08:00

this blog entry was meant to be posted on 31st december 2010 but i was rather busy with stuff during that period of time.. so i only can manage to blog it now. =)

31st december of every year is the day my daddy will turn a year older. yes, it was also the day all of us would gather around to count down to the new year.

i decided to stay home last year because i do not really like squeezing with crowds. my sister and i decided to celebrate daddy's birthday by treating him to a sumptuous meal. my sister asked her boyfriend along and i asked my boyfriend along. =)

seriously, i had 3 steamboats during the last week of 2010! so, i guess i am going to stay away from steamboat for these few weeks. too much of anything is not good, eh? =p

i hurriedly snapped this picture although all the ingredients sank right into the bottom of the pot. i was too hungry! LOL!

daddy and mommy wanted black pepper crab, the rest of us preferred chilli crab. so, we ordered 2 portions of crabs.

spending the countdown with your loved ones is really a heartwarming and blissful feeling! i would want to do this every year. nothing beats having your loved ones by your side. =)

11.1.11

2011-01-11T01:57:00.004+08:00

i have so many countless things to thank you for, but i am afraid i cannot list them all in just one night..

thank you, for waiting for me outside the operating theatre when i was undergoing an operation for my left ear.
thank you, for staying by my bedside from morning till night when i was hospitalized.
thank you, for working so hard for our future.
thank you, for standing by me during my lowest period of time.
thank you, for feeding me with so much supper until i have put on so much weight.
thank you, for protecting me from even the slightest harm.
thank you, for taking care of me, making sure i ate my meals.
thank you, for forgiving me for all the grave mistakes that i have made.
thank you, for withstanding and tolerating my dominant character and my crying fits.
thank you, for always thinking for me first in everything you do.
thank you, for getting me all the stuff i wanted, like the Playstation 2, Playstation 3, PSP, vaio laptop, DSLR, clothes and lots more.
thank you, for holding my hand so tightly when we cross the road.
thank you, for always bringing me along whenever you go out with your friends, even without me asking you if i can tag along.
thank you, for making me laugh during my darkest days.
thank you, for irritating me with your lame sense of humour and bad habits.
thank you, for not complaining about me farting whenever i have too much wind in my tummy.
thank you, for showering me with so much love, care and concern, more than i ever asked for.

i can go on and on and on and on.. but like i said, everything cannot be listed down within a night. but all i am trying to say here, is..

HAPPY 9 YEARS 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!

year end blog entry. dedicated to all other than fucktards. =)

2010-12-30T21:14:00.004+08:00

in the blink of an eye, 2010 will be over. time flies.. just like that. and to think that people say that time flies when you throw clocks. LOL!

i have got so many things to blog about for this year end blog entry. i can foresee that this is going to be a really 'rojak' post, with lots of stuff put together.

everything has not been very smooth-sailing for me during the first half of 2010, thanks to some fucktards. but of course, i managed to overcome all those shit they did to me and now, i am stronger than ever.

year 2010 was also the year i managed to see who my real friends are. boyfriend and i were totally unaware that we were surrounded by fake friends all the time. fake in what way, you may ask? well.. i shall list some examples. i just hope that the fake fiend who happens to see what i blog about will not come and stir trouble in my blog's tagboard. well, then again, maybe he would not be the one who sees it first? maybe one of those fucktards would be the one who would go and tell him about it? who knows? but then, no names mentioned anyway, unless that fake fiend admit that it is him, 'THAT ALL'. =p

boyfriend and i thought he was really a good friend, until one day, we managed to see his true colours.

i remembered when boyfriend just got his hayabusa, this fake fiend would contact boyfriend and asked if he wanted to go for a petrol session. boyfriend asked the fake fiend why he did not ask the rest of the people(whom i shall not mention) and the fake fiend said, "you come with me la.. anyway, i have nothing much to talk to them about. i will feel out of place."

but what boyfriend and i gathered from the other group of people was..

boyfriend and i: "he said he had nothing to talk to you people. he said he felt out of place, so he asked us along."
the rest: "HUH??? no leh.. he said that it was because you all needed petrol then you all contacted him, like 'kiam eng' petrol then call him."

boyfriend and i were speechless. we thought he was a really nice person but in the end, he was nothing but a wolf in a sheep's clothing. this fake fiend can even say nasty things like,

"AIYA!!! please la.. to him, she is just another girl for him to fuck la. she is stupid and naive enough to open her legs and let him fuck and fuck and fuck, in the end, also no ending one la.."

and to think he is still friends with that couple(which many people see them without a happy ending) because boyfriend and i did not tell that couple what he said. moreover, boyfriend and i were not the only ones who heard this nasty remark from the fake fiend. there were others!

the fake fiend is really good at nothing. i think he is only good at just talking, commenting and saying bad things about people.. like those 'backstage' cowards. even when he wants to change his ride, he has to ASK FOR PERMISSION from his girlfriend! why? simple! his girlfriend pays for everything! i pity his girlfriend. in my opinion, she is a nice person. i just hope that she will know what is best for her. =)

once, boyfriend even showed me a phone message conversation they had. honestly, we had a good time laughing over it!

fake fiend: "how are you?"
boyfriend: "fine."
fake fiend: "free meet up for coffee, okay?"

boyfriend did not even bother to reply him! why? it is only a complete waste of time! boyfriend still has that conversation. =p

but honestly, boyfriend and i are really glad that this fake fiend has been cast away from our lives. we would much rather have a real enemy or someone who really dislikes us than to have such a fake friend like this fake fiend. =)

and those people who still hang around with that fake fiend, better watch your backs. you will never know when he will stab you hard in the back. unless you people like being manipulated, like certain fucktards. i know those fucktards LOVE being manipulated. but seriously, some of them whom i do not have beef with, they are really nice people whom i still say hi to whenever i bump into them on the streets. they should know who they are. i just hope that they will not be manipulated by this fake fiend and find out who their real friends are, without listening to what others say. they are to judge for themselves and not others.

2010 was also a year whereby i was being 'bullied' by kids whom i shall label as..

yes, keyboard warriors, like those who are only capable of scolding, insulting and provoking others behind the computer screen. can you imagine calling your online friends to get together and provoke me? what will that make you? oh yeah! you will only be at a losing end! like for example,

FAMILIAR MUCH????

someone has been helping me! too bad this little brat deleted it a step too late. i have loads of screenshots like these in my computer, all from the SAME little brat! yeap, all printed out and i shall submit them to the magistrate court if these little brats were to provoke me again. if you want me to forget about it, PLEAD MERCY! if not, shut up, wait for my good news and pay for what you did, brainless immature suckers! or maybe you can try to provoke me again? =)

WAIT! i think the conversation between this little brat and his siblings should go something like this..

sibling: "didi.. someone buwee ~~bully~~ me leh.."
little brat: "WHAT?! FUCK THAT BITCH! WHO DARES BULLY MY SISTER?!"
sibling: "i show you her blog and her facebook. she is a fucking bitch i tell you!"
little brat: "IF I SEE HER ON THE STREETS, I WILL FUCK HER UPSIDE DOWN! SHE BETTER DON'T LET ME BUMP INTO HER OR ELSE I WILL MAKE SURE I MAKE HER CRY!"
sibling: "didi.. we must be good boy and good girl.. cannot like that.. this bitch only know how to bully other people.. i see the way she treat other people i know her heart how black liao(~~how black her heart is~~).. we cannot be like her."
little brat: "zeh zeh, i post your enemy's blog link on my facebook wall and ask my ONLINE FRIENDS to spam her leh! i will help you also! HAHAHA!"
sibling: "didi.. faster delete her blog links from your facebook wall.. cannot like that because later she got evidence to sue you.."
little brat: "okay. i remove."

BUT SAD TO SAY, ALL IS TOO LATE, WAY TOO LATE! =)

this graph is what i think about you little brats and those who totally deny their cyber actions when they are questioned..

totally applicable, i must say! =)

i just hope that at the end of everything, i would not see their faces like this..

but then again, maybe i will? who knows? =p

boyfriend and i were being threatened by a certain ah-beng in 2010. and we concluded 7 habits of being a HIGHLY EFFECTIVE ah-beng..

be pro-active - 'kin ka kin chiew' meaning fast leg, fast hand.
sharpen the saw - 'toh bua lai lai' meaning make the knife sharp.
begin with the end in mind - 'ooh tao ooh buay' meaning have head, have tail.
first things first - 'chik hung chik hung lai, ban ban lai' meaning one thing at a time, slow and steady or 'cho tao seng' meaning do first.
think win win - 'long chong ai yarh' meaning want to win in everything.
seek to understand rather than to be understood - 'cho lang ai eh beng pek' meaning you must be understanding.
synergise - 'tai kay ai hup chop' meaning everyone must co-operate.

but that certain ah-beng failed all of these and seriously, boyfriend and i only have a word of advice for him..

"IF YOU CANNOT WALK THE TALK, IT IS BEST THAT YOU DO NOT TALK THE TALK, ENDING UP LOOKING LIKE A FUCKING FOOL AND A LAUGHING STOCK."

many people and haters have been naming me with the word, 'BITCH', just because of the things i did, which i shall name a few below..

when i stand up for myself and my beliefs, people call me a BITCH.
when i stand up for those i love, people call me a BITCH.
when i speak my mind, think my own thoughts and do things my own way, people call me a BITCH.
when i refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, people define me as a BITCH.
when i live my life MY way and i do not allow anyone to step on me, people call me a BITCH.
when i have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who i truly am and will not become anyone's idea of what they think i should be, people call me a BITCH.
when i am outspoken, opinionated and determined to get what i want, which i find absolutely nothing wrong with that, people call me a BITCH.

TO ALL THE FUCKTARDS AND HATERS OUT THERE:

"try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every once of beauty hold within me. YOU WILL NOT SUCCEED."

"judge me and i will prove YOU wrong. tell me what to do and i will tell YOU off. say i am not worth it and YOU just watch where i will end up. call me a BITCH and i will show YOU one. lastly, fuck me over and i will do it back to YOU twice as bad."

and if that makes me a bitch, so be it. i totally embrace the title and i am absolutely proud to bear it. =)

either way, i am still ME.

HAPPY-GO-LUCKY!!!

oh yes! for all those single men out there, if you guys are going to find yourself a girlfriend, please please please make sure you do not find someone who looks like this..

BUCK TEETH!!!

because in every single photograph taken with your BUCK TEETH girlfriend, if you were to have one, it will just turn out like this..

AGAIN, FAMILIAR MUCH???

HAVE A BLESSED 2011!!!

jingle bells, jingle bells.. =)

2010-12-25T18:40:00.001+08:00

when i was still a little kid, i would look forward to christmas day anxiously, hoping that i would somehow get a gift that i wished for. i would hang stockings beside my bed and tell myself to sleep early so that santa could come and give me his present.

i remembered when i was in kindergarten, i wished for a large doll called Baby Face..

it was really a popular toy back then. on christmas morning, the moment i woke up, i saw a huge box beside my bed! i was so excited i jumped out of bed immediately and tore off the wrapping paper from the huge box! and yes, i was jumping around with joy when i saw that it was the toy i wanted. i got the top left hand corner doll by the way. =)

when i was in primary 1, i wanted those Barbie doll play sets but they were rather expensive and my parents would worry that if they were to get me one of those house sets, i would spend all day playing with my dolls and forgot that i even attended school.

i told my eldest uncle about all these Barbie play sets and how badly i wanted them and on christmas eve, my mom brought me down to my void deck to meet my uncle and i saw my uncle fishing out a whole pile of $50 notes from his wallet and passed them to my mom. i asked my uncle and my mom why are they dealing with so much money. to my delight, my mom told me that she would be bringing me to the toy store to get the Barbie play sets i wanted! my uncle could not come with us because he had to work. i was so overjoyed i pulled mom with me and ran to the bus stop, forgetting to thank my uncle for the christmas gift! but eventually, i did. =p

all those Barbie sets in the pictures above were the ones i got. i remembered i can spend like, more than 3 hours playing with each set alone! i still have them till today, although i am not sure as to which box my mom kept them in. =)

i cannot really remember what i got for the rest of the years because all i know is, i do not really celebrate christmas. but i know that as i grow older, christmas is just another holiday to me.

i dislike squeezing with crowds so i always prefer staying at home rather than crashing town during these kind of festive seasons. but lucky for me, i have friends who love gatherings and i like things simple and heart-warming.

how sheng was really nice to invite boyfriend and i over to his house yesterday for a mini steamboat dinner.

see? simple, nice and heart-warming.

to me, celebrating any special occasion is not about where i will be going. it is the right people i spend with, counts. =)

and yes, boyfriend and i got ourselves a christmas gift!

a new DSLR!~

i got to share this funny conversation between boyfriend and i with you guys!

boyfriend: "you know, i saw a huge 32-inch HD TV selling at a very affordable price. i am going to get that for you."
me: "huh......????? for what? the current TV in my room is still working fine leh...."
boyfriend: "aiya..... got that new TV then when you play your PS3 games and when you watch DVDs also more 'shiok' mah...."
me: "actually hor..... i would rather you buy me a purple ipod nano instead."
boyfriend: "huh.........???????"

i am not being stupid, okay?! but my thinking is, if anything of mine is still in good working condition, i would not consider buying a brand new one to replace it. so, my ipod is dead.. which means it is only right that i would just think of getting a new ipod, no? =p

almost half of christmas is gone. but still, i want to say..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

a brief advertorial.

2010-12-23T15:16:00.003+08:00

i have always love rings. i am not referring to those with diamonds and rubies and all.. i am referring to those cute ones from korea.

i bought this ring the very moment i saw it. it was absolutely love at first sight!

somehow, this ring reminds me of the garden of eden. it is soooooo pretty, i cannot take my eyes off it after i bought it.

the people who served me are really friendly, approachable and polite! i am definitely going to buy accessories from them again!

if you guys want to get cute accessories like these, please visit this blogshop.

E S T E L L A S Y ♥

peak period.

2010-12-16T15:32:00.003+08:00

i know i promised that i will update my blog as often as i can but i keep delaying. it is december, time for more fun and joy. but my tuition schedules are back again.. this time, more packed than ever.

actually, i have not much to update anyway.. i have been staying indoors, catching up on all my korean dramas as usual. i did went out for a breather and caught a couple of movies..

RATING: 1 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars!

i guess i really need to find a time, sit down and blog about what i think and feel about certain things. i do not want my blog to be so damn fucking mudane. so, it is time to get my creative juices working! =)

till then! =)

i speak what i want to say.

2010-12-05T15:55:00.003+08:00

it feels really good to stay at home. i have been catching up on all my DVD dramas these few weeks. even my mom asked me, "how come you are always staying at home nowadays?" =p

anyway, i caught a movie with boyfriend, karlyn and her friend at AMK hub a few days ago..

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

i have alot of stuff i want to blog about but i know that when i do, i will invite unnecessary insults and comments. but what the heck! LOL!

i have been pondering alot on certain issues like personal matters and all. seriously, whatever decision i am going to make, no one has any say or whatsoever. if anyone is unhappy with what i am doing, that would be their own fucking problem, not mine.

my friends know me for my straight-forward character and my loyalty towards friends. if i did not do something anyone accused me of, i think i do not owe anyone any explanations at all.

to some, i am disgusting, bitchy, ugly, fat.. whatever they name me. but hello? i never asked for any of their lame-ass opinions in the first place. apparently, these people can just continue talking shit about me because all the shit they talk about, it is probably not even half as bad as what i think about them. =p

THE WORD, 'TRYING' IS NOT IN MY DICTIONARY WHEN IT COMES TO DEALING WITH CUNT-TARDS.

有很多事情不是说我怕不怕或敢不敢，而是到底我要不要！

what i meant in the above sentence was.. 'regarding many issues, it is not a matter of whether if i am afraid or not, or whether if i dare to or not. it is only a matter of whether i want to or not'.

see the difference? if not, then you can jolly well go back to nursery. not that i can help it. =p

a brief entry..

2010-11-28T20:25:00.002+08:00

yes, i know my blog is like, DEAD-ish. 3 weeks of no updates! i think i can close down my blog already. LOL!

nothing much to update anyway.. just a few movies which i caught like, weeks ago..

RATING: 3 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

that is all for now. i will update like, next week? i have many things to update about too.

till then! =)))

plastic surgery. yes or no?

2010-11-09T17:37:00.002+08:00

all of us are born with flaws. some of us will feel that our nose bridge is not high enough, thus, whenever we wear shades, it would be a real hassle to keep pushing it up again. some of us will feel that our breasts are not big enough. some of us will feel that our eyes are not attractive enough.

the celebrities we see on television, most of them have gone under the knife to make themselves look better. like i said, no one is born perfect.

take jolin tsai for example. when she first entered the music industry, she was just a sweet and innocent young thing. but after much transformation, the obvious ones would be her chest and her eyes, she became a foxy lady, just like that.

elva hsiao is boyfriend's favourite. i told boyfriend that she did something to her eyes after i compared the front cover of her first album to her latest one. and i was right. she admitted to the media that she did went under the knife to have her double eyelids done. i think she looks fantastic now, compared to her single eyelid days. =)

felicia chin has always been one of my favourite local actresses. not only is she friendly in person, she is really sweet and humble. she used to be quite chubby when she first entered the entertainment industry but now, for a 26-year-old, she looks super duper gorgeous! and i absolutely love her! =)

not only do girls go for plastic surgery, even the guys do too!

look at takeshi kaneshiro, for example. he used to have really small eyes. but now, look at the difference! although he has aged, to me, he is still one of the best-looking actors around. =)

huang xiao ming looked so ordinary in the past! but now, WOOHOO!

to me, raymond lam is not someone whom i think is good-looking. maybe i am not really into hong kong guys but seriously, the eyes and the nose.. there is some difference!

i find that there is nothing wrong with going for plastic surgery. as long as it can make someone look better than before, why not?

personally, i would want to have my nose done and someday, i will have it done! =)

my answer to plastic surgery..

YES!

star search 2010, birthday celebration and chillax-ing! =)

2010-10-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

alright! i hear you. that is why i am back again, with more updates. =)

sorry for my missing act. i was really packed with classes for almost the whole month of october. but after october, i will be able to have more time to blog, to go online and to catch up with my BFFs. =)

around 2 weeks ago, boyfriend and i went down to revzone with our friends for a drinking session. i do not really like that place. not only is that place small, but it is also kind of stuffy.

me and boyfriend.

me and nick.

boyfriend and i went down to mediacorp on 18 october 2010 to support jinhao, along with melody and yiting. jinhao is one of the top 10 male contestants for star search 2010.

my admission ticket from jinhao. thanks! =)

his friends were so nice to customize such a huge banner for him!

in the live recording studio at mediacorp.

guess who? =)

yiting and me.

melody and me.

=p

the picture i took with boyfriend is still in his iphone. he has not send it to me yet. i shall blog out out when i receive it.

last thursday, boyfriend and i went down to club strawberry to celebrate lynn's birthday. =)

happy birthday, lynn! =)

me, amanda and lynn.

it was my very last lesson with one of my students whom i had taught for more than 2 years on 25 october 2010. honestly, i was really very reluctant to say goodbye. being a really sweet girl, izzati gave me a farewell gift.

she wrapped it up herself. simple but full of love. =)

i got a really cute notebook! =)

izzati even left me a note of gratitude! =)

i was really touched after i read what izzati had written to me in the notebook. after 2 years, she still makes all those careless mistakes no matter how many countless times i told her not to do so. but i can say that her language really improved alot. well, at least she got most of her spellings correct. i will miss you, izzati. =)

just a few random pictures..

and lastly, i just want to say,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

back on track!

2010-10-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

i know i have not been blogging ever since i came back from KL. and yes, i have many many things to update about! i am a really lazy person and i hate to backtrack. but i will try my best to blog in order. LOL!

recent movies which i caught with boyfriend and friends..

RATING: 3 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

oh yes! i promised that i will blog out the pictures i took in KL. here they are.

boyfriend and me. gene has got really bad photography skills!

gene fell asleep on the plane!

we finally arrived at KLIA.

the moment we touched down, we headed straight to our hotel. william came to fetch us at KLIA. i could not remember if we stopped by any petrol stations because i fell asleep in william's car, all the way until we reached our hotel.

a couple of pictures taken at Wings Music Cafe..

me and boyfriend.

boyfriend and gene.

we went over to the night market opposite the cafe to see if there are any cheap stuff.. i got myself a box of eyelashes for only SGD$5 and a really good eyelash glue. boyfriend's colleagues bought face masks which cost like, $7 per box, and each box contained 10 face masks!

while boyfriend's colleagues were deciding on which face masks to get, i spotted this really cute miniature pinscher!

say hi to amy, a 7 month old miniature pinscher. =)

we decided that the night was still really young when we left the cafe and so, william brought us to this club called The Opera House.

i was too engrossed with all the partying and dancing that i did not even have time to take any more pictures. LOL! =p

day 2 was spent driving up to genting. william rented a really comfortable 7-seater transport for us.

our chauffeur. =p

on the way up to genting. =)

we had our breakfast at this restaurant where the service was really good. and i thank God that the waiter who served my table was a really gorgeous one! =p

breakfast time!

me and boyfriend.

we headed to the casino after that and we ended our second day with loads of shopping. i have more photos but they are all uploaded onto my Facebook account. =)

i met up with my beloved pearllyn last week and she bought me an iphone casing in purple! awww.. thanks, sister! =)

me and beloved pearllyn.

sisters since year 2000, and still going on strong! =)

boyfriend and i had been meeting up with many friends lately and i only took pictures with this group of friends.

i guess this place needs no introduction. =)

silly jason. =p

act hayabusa rider. LOL!

me and boyfriend.

me and karlyn.

me and joycie.

me and ah seng, my crayon shinchan. =p

bowen and me.

me with stanly.

snapshot! LOL!

on a sidenote, i hate the weather nowadays. the haze is really making my throat uncomfortable and no matter how much water i gulped down, i will become very thirsty in less than half an hour. can those countries stop burning down their forests already? the hole in the ozone layer is going to get bigger, no thanks to them!

P.S. ONE THING I LEARNED ABOUT BACKSTABBERS.. THEY ARE ONLY POWERFUL WHEN I HAVE MY BACK TURNED. =)

leaving singapore in less than 24 hours..

2010-10-03T16:14:00.002+08:00

i have been a fan of martial arts movies since i was just a little girl. so, needless to say, i caught this fantabulous movie at Ehub with boyfriend, tingting, ah fong, ah joo and shirley..

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars!

despite being at the age of 47, donnie yen still remains an asian heart-throb. i just hope no one caught me drooling when i was watching the movie.. his body was really 'oohh-la-la'! =p

as you people can see from my tagboard, computer heros are disturbing me again. i just do not get it. why are these losers so freaking uptight about everything i say? the more they are getting uptight and affected, they still have to come back into my blog. seriously, why are those losers so freaking contradicting? no aim in life, i guess.

anyway, sometimes, it is really fun to see what childish comments these computer heros have to say. and they never fail to entertain and amaze me with all those nonsensical stuff they say. maybe i should just not bother about them because no matter how, they will never have the freaking guts to reveal who they are. =)

P.S. i will be away from singapore from 4th october 2010 to 6th october 2010. i will be back again soon! =)

random post.

2010-10-01T04:39:00.003+08:00

just a random blog post which includes a couple of movies which i caught and a few pictures taken less than 2 weeks ago.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 2 out of 5 stars.

a purple dream-catcher from boyfriend. =)

snapshot of boyfriend and i by tingting, playing with sparkles during the lantern festival.

snapshot of jinhao and melody, by yours truly. =p

boyfriend on his white falcon. =p

pictures taken at brother roy's pub..

me and karlyn. credits to jealyn.

me and karlyn again, taken by yours truly.

and my current indulgences..

and before i go, i shall end my blog entry by saying all the children out there..

STUDY HARD!!! =)

hilarious max!

2010-09-29T04:07:00.001+08:00

i really want to thank God for blessing me with such an awesome friend like cynthia. she never fails to gossip with me about every single thing! and we have known each other for coming 10 years! time really flies!

and guess what? boyfriend liked her before! but that was when boyfriend and i were still purely friends. what? i am not those kind of petty woman who will go like, "!@#$%..! my boyfriend used to like you before? I DON'T FRIEND YOU!". LOL!

cynthia and i chatted on MSN during the wee hours a few nights ago. and she has been asking me to blog out our MSN conversation ever since because i told her that i wanted to blog out our entire MSN conversation.

there are quite alot of screenshots. please CLICK ON THE IMAGES TO ENLARGE so that you will be able to read what cynthia and i were talking about. let me give you a hint.. we were gossiping about some girl who goes by the name of 'PIMPLE PLANTATION'. rings a bell? =p

seriously, i do not care at all if PIMPLE PLANTATION goes around showing every single person she knows about what i blogged, including her beloved sister(he/she is a butch, by the way) or her beloved brother(he is a fucking retarded looking nerdy geek!).

my personal blog is a place for me to channel my feelings and thoughts. LEAVE if you do not like what you see and read. i do not owe you losers any explanation, do you losers comprehend that? =)

late entry: happy birthday, ah fong!

2010-09-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

i know i have not been blogging at all. but here i am, alive and kicking! and yes, i have ALOT of backdate blog entries to publish. but i shall go slow. =)

it was ah fong's birthday during the beginning of september and he was really nice to invite boyfriend and i to join him for his birthday dinner at sakura. =)

me and amanda.

ah fong and boyfriend.

i only managed to take some pictures of the delicious food because i was too distracted by how great the food taste!

lucky birthday boy! =)

group photo! =)

you know, sometimes, i feel that it might be a good thing that misunderstandings happened. of course, there will be some losers who involved, as in, the one who caused every misunderstanding.. all the dramas cunningly plotted by him. but TOO BAD, we managed to sort out everything. boyfriend and i knew every single thing that this 'uncle' did behind our backs. good riddance, boyfriend and i shall say. and here is the proof..

gotta go! till next time, peeps! =)

worst service ever!

2010-09-14T09:37:00.001+08:00

when i patronize a shop or a restaurant, i expect the people there to treat me with respect. but sad to say, i received the WORST service ever when i went to patronize OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE's outlet at SUNTEC CITY.

it was just like any normal day. i was with boyfriend and nick. we went to the Comex IT fair at suntec convention centre. i went there to get a digital media player, as well as to go 'disturb' my sister, Crystal. she was working with Trend Micros that time.

after the fair, nick suggested to have some coffee. and that was when ugly things happened.

the 3 of us were waiting outside the entrance of the cafe although the glass door was wide opened, for it would be kind of rude to just walk in by ourselves. after all, there was a sign that says, 'please wait to be seated', at the entrance.

after about a minute, this waitress walked to the entrance and when boyfriend was about to tell her that he needed a table for 3, she simply closed the glass door right in front of his face! boyfriend, nick and i looked at each other, bewildered. since that was the case, we decided to invite ourselves in when we happen to see an empty table right at the end of the restaurant.

while we were walking towards that table at the end, that rude waitress glared at us! i dare to mention her name, KELLY! yes! KELLY glared at us but we ignored her and seated ourselves at our desired table. she even complained to one of her colleagues at the coffee counter, a golden-haired young guy, and he too, glared at us! boyfriend was beginning to feel pissed so he asked one of the waitresses on shift if it was possible for him to speak with the supervisor or the manager. but the polite waitress, AIREEN, told us nicely that there was no one there at the moment. so, the 3 of us explained that we were very unhappy with KELLY's service attitude. i mean, she treated us as transparent when we were standing at the entrance! AIREEN politely explained to us that KELLY closed the glass door to prevent the air-conditioning from escaping outside. yes, we understand but at least acknowledge that we were there! was that too much to ask?

after awhile, we just let that incident go and ordered our food with AIREEN. boyfriend told AIREEN that he did not want KELLY to serve us. i asked AIREEN, "if we order food here, will your colleagues in the kitchen add in extra ingredients like, saliva and stuff?". AIREEN ensured us that everything will be served with pure hygiene because there were CCTVs and that she would also supervise them when the people in the kitchen were preparing our food orders.

everything was well. we had our coffee and food. AIREEN served us with a really excellent service and we thanked her for that. yes, KELLY did not serve us at all, she did not even walk past our table.

the 3 of us walked towards the cashier counter to settle the bill after finishing our food. while we were walking to the counter, KELLY glared at me! yes! i saw her glaring at me! initially, i glared back but after awhile, i turned away for i cannot really be bothered. suddenly, i heard a guy shouting at us, "what are you looking at??!!". i turned around and saw that golden-haired guy shouting at boyfriend. boyfriend snapped back, "what did you say???".

boyfriend, nick and i exchanged very harsh words with the golden-haired boy. and yes, i know his name. if i am not wrong, his name is CHOON KIAT. he is a malaysian and he is only 18 years old! AH BENG!!!! needless to say, that huge commotion caused everyone in the cafe to stare at us. the 3 of us were so freaking angry! what kind of attitude was that?!

one of the employees of the cafe kept on apologizing to us regarding KELLY's and CHOON KIAT's service attitude. and all the while, KELLY kept glaring at me! i swear, i was just that close from charging towards her and giving a freaking tight slap across her ugly face! we quarreled and security guards came but they did not do anything. they just stood there, supervising the whole scene.

boyfriend, nick and i could not take this lying down so we asked if there was any way we could lodge a complaint against KELLY and CHOON KIAT. the employee, who kept on apologizing to us, her name is LILY. she told us that we could do so by emailing our complaint letter to a certain email address. according to LILY, we are NOT the first few people lodging complaints against KELLY and CHOON KIAT! see???!!! the problem lies with those 2 idiots, not us!

guys, if you people happen to be there, i got to tell you guys, LILY and AIREEN are one of the few nicest people with the best service attitude. they respect their customers and they make you feel welcomed, unlike KELLY and CHOON KIAT. KELLY is the skinny waitress with long hair and a little buck teeth. CHOON KIAT is the 'outstanding' golden-haired ah beng behind the coffee counter with a tribal tattoo on his left hand, in between his thumb and his index finger.

seriously, all we wanted was to have some coffee and yet, shit like that happened. i wonder what punishments were issued to KELLY and CHOON KIAT. i was thinking of going down to that cafe again, just to see if KELLY and CHOON KIAT got fired from the job. LOL!

8 years 9 months..

2010-09-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

8 years and 9 months together.. =)

sorry that i have not been updating my blog.

i guess i will be busy until the end of next month. but of course, i will try my best to squeeze some time in to blog.

meantime, stay tuned! =)

a quick update.

2010-09-03T17:13:00.002+08:00

i do not want my blog to be so stagnant so i decided to do a quick update.

caught a couple of awesome movies last week..

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars.

many of my friends kept asking me about my previous blog post. they were very curious as to who are the people i talked about, like who is ABC, XYZ, MOH PENG and MOLE FACE. well, i told them who they were and even showed them their pictures. i got comments like these..

- "why did ABC quit being an escort? or else i can engage her service and she can help XYZ pay for his bike installments."
- "MOLE FACE looks like a freaking kid when standing next to MOH PENG!"
- "OMG! MOH PENG's face and the picture you posted really look alike! i hope she will not come near me or else she might pass me bad skin disease!"
- "that MOH PENG looks soooooo freaking old despite her age! seriously, did she lie about her age?"
- "XYZ is so childish! you know, you cannot blame kids because they watch too much movies like those Young and Dangerous sequels. they learn alot from watching all these, you know?"

i have alot more comments but i am too lazy to post them all up. people have been asking me to post more juicy details about them because they entertain people like fools. i will do so, and i will also include some juicy details about myself too! so, stay tuned for more! =)

you want it, you got it. =)

2010-08-27T23:04:00.001+08:00

if you guys have been following my blog, you would probably have read my 18th june 2010 blog post and my 6th august 2010 blog post. people might think that if you just keep quiet and let some matters be, after a certain period of time, everything will just die down. well, not for my case, though.

i mentioned in one of my blog posts mentioned above that boyfriend and i received threatening calls from some fucking cunts. tit for tat. i am going to blog out the whole conversation in this blog post. just promise me that you people will read right to the end of this post. =)

the phone conversation below was exchanged between me and a certain drama bitch(let me just name her ABC) in chinese. but i translated the conversation into english, so that it would be easier for all my readers to understand. she is in orange, i am in purple.

me: "hello?"
ABC: "what did you write?!"
me: "huh? who are you?"
ABC: "i am asking you! what did you write?!"
me: "who the hell are you?!"
ABC: "i admit i do stalk your twitter and your blog! things happen so long ago! CHEEBYE! you keep writing and writing!"
me: "OH! you ah! you call me for what?!"
ABC: "asking you what you mean in your tweets and blog posts!"
me: "i am merely just tweeting and blogging my feelings leh! anyway, no names were even mentioned! you admit that i was talking about you ah?! HAHAHA!"
ABC: "EH! you better not talk in such a 'GUAI-LAN' manner with me la hor?!"
me: "HA! who is the 'GUAI-LAN' one first?! EH! tell you la! if you kids want to continue all your childish games, count me and my boyfriend out of it la hor?! we do not have time to play along with you childish people! you dare you try calling again!" *hung up on her*

with the 'back-up' from her precious boyfriend, she called me again but i pressed the reject call button. within a few seconds, another unknown number called in and i passed my phone to boyfriend. it was ABC's 'heroic' boyfriend. the phone conversation below was exchanged between ABC's boyfriend and my boyfriend. i shall refer my boyfriend as BF and ABC's BF as XYZ. BF is in green and XYZ is in blue.

BF: "hello?"
XYZ: "CHEEBYE!!! keep writing and writing!!! what do you all want now??!!! KAN-NEE-NA!!! you better warn her to blog and write properly!!!"
BF: "did we mention any names? jeanne was merely writing her feelings, cannot meh? you all admit it was you all ah?"
XYZ: "come la!!! i fight with you now!!! where are you now??!!! i come down find you all now!!!"
BF: "WOW! you are playing 'PAI-KIA' with me now, is it?! how old already??!"
XYZ: "why??!!! scared ah??!!! 26 years old don't dare to fight with 22 years old ah??!!! 'HUM-JI' la!!! useless la!!!"
BF: "HAHAHA! whatever la, hor?! i'm useless loh.. i am 'HUM-JI' loh.. i dare not fight with you loh.. you very 'EH-SAI' loh.. you very 'WU-JI' loh.. you very 'SAT' loh.. you are a fighter loh.."
XYZ: "CHEEBYE!!! where are you all now??!!! you think you got people to call i don't have, is it??!!!"
BF: "you keep shouting and shouting vulgarities the moment you called. did you even bother to listen to what i have to say?"
XYZ: "EH!!! i call you first because i still regard you as my friend leh!!!"
BF: "seriously la.. if you regard me as your friend, you will not even call and threaten and scold in the first place already."

their phone conversation went on for a few more minutes and boyfriend told me that before ABC's BF hung up, he APOLOGIZED to boyfriend! OMG! first, they called and threatened. then, they apologized! why are there such lame people in this world?!! LOL!

but after a few minutes, ABC's BF called again and asked my boyfriend where we were again, saying that he want to come and find us. seriously, we cannot be bothered at all so we did not tell them where we were. after boyfriend told me the contents of that call, i literally burst out laughing! ABC's BF was absolutely right about one thing. he mentioned that he was 22 years old and boyfriend and i were 26 years old. guys, you think we would waste our precious time arguing with kids his age? LOL!

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honestly, i do not hate them. i just.. kinda dislike them. hate is too strong a word. it takes too much energy and effort. HAHAHA! if you guys are really damn bloody curious to know who those fucking cunts are, i would be more than pleased to blog them out, but of course, with pictures too! but those pictures below are the best and closest to their appearance. as for the rest, it would be up to your imagination. =p

ABC aka XYZ's GF

ABC is a single mother. she used to be a social escort aka freelance prostitute. there was once she told me she was in desperate need of cash to support her child so i introduced her a job which was similar to a social escort's. but i did warn her that no matter what she did, she must not betray her own body. she promised me but in the end, my warning fell on deaf ears. in the end, she decided not to continue with that job and ended up being bedded for nothing. once, she broke up with her ex-boyfriend and he requested for sex with her for the last time, and she obliged! if ABC and i were to stand side by side, she will definitely win the slut title hands down. =)

i dare to say that i used to help her alot, but of course, out of my own free will. 2 years ago, one of her family members got drunk and beat her up in public and she had nowhere to go. i received a call from her at around 3am, asking me to allow her to stay over at my house for the night because she dare not go back home. i was having problems of my own during that time but still, i helped her. there was another time she was devastated because of a failed relationship. i did not want her to keep feeling down all the time so i tried my best to include her in all my activities with my friends, now ex-friends. even her current BF aka XYZ, was introduced to her by me. i even stood by her when all her ex-sisters went against her last year. i guess her current BFF does not even have a clue as to how much bad stuff she told me about her in the past. i never expected that she would turn the tables on me and betrayed me. after that, lies were the only thing that kept our friendship going. i lied to her about alot of stuff because i cannot bring myself to totally trust her anymore. it was ABC who gave me the blog's url to one of our common ex-friend's blog. but i guess, that person does not know about it too, till today.

ABC can even said that she was considering going to the police to report about theft cases! she claimed that the ferragamo wallet which i am using now was stolen! seriously, if she can find any proof or evidence at all, she can go and report by all means. but what she did not know was that i heard from others that she stole a few hugo boss tops for her current BF aka XYZ! she has a police record about a theft case which she went around cheating money like, telling strangers that she was gathering money for some kind of charity or something like that. GOD! talk about pointing fingers at others! i did not have any proof and evidence against her about stealing for XYZ, so i would rather not be such a fool like her. when she knew about me going to the police to report about the threatening calls, i knew that she was pissed but what can she do to me? call me and threaten again? well, i dare her to. she even told her good friend that i called the police to clear my shit for me and yet now, i received word that she was considering going to the police to report something she does not even have proof and evidence about? LOL! yeah, technically speaking, you people are the shit. =)

moreover, signing separation papers does not mean you are OFFICIALLY divorced. she labeled boyfriend and i an adulterous pair. well, speak for yourself, ABC. you are NOT officially divorced and yet, you are with XYZ now, staying at his house, never going home to look after your child. now, you tell me, if the law knows about this, will you lose custody of your child and will you be labeled as an adulterous pair with XYZ? hmmmm.. i wonder, eh? LOL! ever since she is with XYZ, she began to remove pictures of her child from her blog and facebook. her family always pressured her for finances. there was once ABC told me that one of her family members told her to ask for money from XYZ, the boyfriend she has been staying with, sleeping with and having sex with. OMG.. how tragic!

in her blog, she even blogged out the whole conversation of her XYZ and his ex-girlfriend after she found out that XYZ told one of his ex-girlfriend that he ultimately want to marry her when he is still with ABC! very very sad! she can spend soooooo much on XYZ but who knows if she will be willing to spend that much to support her child? if she is a responsible parent in the first place, she will not even need to hire a maid to look after her child. in the end, she become so financially tight that she had to desperately borrow money from other friends to pay her maid! but the sad thing is, XYZ is far more important than her child.

let me give you a word of advice. since you are so financially tight and you have no one to turn to, why not you consider going back to becoming a social escort? in this way, you can earn fast cash to pay for anything you want, including the ferragamo wallet that you love, since you like that so much. HAHAHA! =)

XYZ aka ABC's BF

XYZ likes to boast about being sent into prison for fights and all. but the truth is, he never served any sentence before. he said that just so that probably people might think he is not someone to mess with. yeah, he is the one who told one of his ex-girlfriends that he ultimately wanted to marry her when he is with ABC. WOW! what a fantastic boyfriend, huh? i even heard that he made a really stupid choice to defer his national service just to accompany ABC! someone like XYZ who has a history of getting into fights and looking for fights, bumming around without a stable job, what can you expect from him? he can even tell boyfriend and i at mustafa centre about MOLE FACE's GF, something like, "why is so-and-so's girlfriend standard getting worse and worse?".

i guess he need not worry about his lack of girlfriends because he can always go back to telling any of his ex-girlfriends that he ultimately want to marry one of them, that is, if ABC and him were to call it quits. LOL!!!!!

MOH PENG aka MOLE FACE's wife

this fucking cunt here is the ultimate keyboard warrior! and yes, this MOH-PENG is a she! she scolded me in such a fierce manner online but when she saw me and boyfriend once, at johor bahru's petrol kiosk, she kept sticking to her hubby with her back facing me at all times! when she walked past me, she was so freaking timid that i can even hear a pin drop! only when her hubby is around, then she will dare to voice out. or else, when she is alone, she is nothing.

her siblings are no better off too. her 15-year-old nerdy brother can confront me online! her butch sister can even say that he/she will fuck me up on the streets if he/she were to bump into me! EH! bring it on, if you kids dare, yeah? this MOH-PENG told boyfriend and i before that she is on extremely bad terms with her dad and she will never invite her dad to her wedding ceremony. she can even post on facebook, telling everyone how bad her hubby's grandmother is! WOW! what a dutiful daughter and perfect wife, huh? LOL!

seriously, no one can stand her fucked up attitude other than her precious hubby. this MOH-PENG wants everything to go her way and is always troubling others! i was too kind to lend her my helmet when we went on a bike tour last year. she kept complaining about back aches and all and she cannot take a simple joke! an ultimate sore loser is what she is. not to mention, she is damn freaking gutless too! LOL!

i have never met anyone that stupid other than this MOH-PENG. as you all know, i named my blog's url as queen-of-no-marriage. this stupid cunt here can tell people that i do not want to get married! OMFG! can i say that if you see a male with a dick, it means that that male is your dad? HAHAHA!

i literally laughed when one of my good friends told me that MOH-PENG got all cranked up when she merely touched her precious diamond ring! HELLO! diamonds will not get scratched, unless your diamond is of those made out of low grade, but i guess she is too oblivious to know this fact at all. now BFFs with ABC, she can even tell my good friend behind ABC's back that she never goes home to look after her child! i guess that is what BFFs like them do, huh? backstabbing each other and acting all close in front of one another.

oh! being a show off also lets you make new friends, huh? if you keep saying that i am fat, well, why not take a look at your hubby's tummy and your own tummy and speak for yourself? i enjoy being fat, i love being fat. unlike you, no one loves you other than your pathetic henpecked hubby. =)

i know she was the one who tagged my blog's tagboard. but when questioned by the police, she denied. COME ON! why are you so afraid of admitting? gutless? yeap! definitely gutless. =)

if you need any beauty products or any beauty consulting, please feel free to look for my sister, okay? i am sure she will give you the best beauty products and best beauty consultings, although it might be a little too late to save that face of yours. =)

MOLE FACE aka MOH PENG's hubby

before MOLE FACE was with MOH PENG, he kept changing girlfriends. maybe he thought that he is a very handsome guy but sad to say, he is really way below average. i do not look good myself but at least, i know where i stand.

a contradicting pussy, he told boyfriend and i before that a couple should not get married because of wanting to get a flat. but in the end, he was the one who contradicted himself. i guess he does not have a man's pride for he can kneel down in the middle of anywhere just to massage MOH PENG's legs when she complained that her legs were aching. he can even shield MOH PENG's barely-there eyes from the light when we were stranded at a petrol kiosk once due to a heavy downpour!

boyfriend and i do not know if we should label him stupid. we are already not on talking terms and yet, he can still be so bloody thick-skinned and asked boyfriend to lend him an exhaust silencer, TWICE! boyfriend asked me if MOLE FACE thinks with his brain or thinks with his butt. he was the other tagger in my blog's tagboard, i am sure of that. but still, he denied everything when he was being questioned by the police, same thing goes for his MOH PENG wife.

honestly, MOLE FACE can continue to say that i am fat and ugly or whatsoever. we shall see who is the ugly and fat one in the end. you, me or MOH PENG. =)

those fucking cunts can take it as i am lying. call me disgraceful, call me shameless, call me a bitch, call me a slut. i do not care. i dare to blog it out, i am not afraid of letting anyone see me as a bad and nasty person, and i know most of their friends already did, due to their fabricating and sympathetic stories.

maybe ABC should stop saying things like, "friends, please stop asking me who i am referring to. i chose to keep this person's identity a secret because i feel it is very disgraceful to do such a thing.". how many friends do you have on your facebook? less than 100? and what about your twitter? less than 20? maybe you should stop making yourself look so much like a fucking fool when you already are, yeah? it might do you more good. moreover, that sentence i quote above sounds soooooo familiar! it seems as though i used that somewhere before, huh? =p

oh yes! it is really very coincidental, funny and weird as to how sudden those sexual harassment on my blog's tagboard stopped after they were warned by the police! if it was not them, by right, those taggings would have continued. i reported them on the 12th june 2010 and after 14th june 2010, all the taggings stopped and it was during that time my investigation officer informed me that the police had already warned them about all those sexual harassment taggings!

but i should really thank those fucking cunts for 'advertising' me. i gain more blog hits through them! they can show their PRETTY friends who i really am, how UGLY i look like and also, their friends would know what they did, how they are like. but it would not surprise me if they denied everything i blogged in this blog post, which i think they will.

P.S. i will not stop blogging and i will not stop tweeting about how and what i feel, because i know you fucking stalkers will continue to stalk me, and i am totally fine with it. i just hope that my words are not enough to kill you fucking cunts. or else, i will be sorry to say that i am not even the least bit sorry that what i blogged and tweeted affected you. =)

I LIVE A LIFE WHEREBY I DO NOT LET OTHERS AFFECT ME. I LIVE A LIFE WHEREBY OTHERS ARE AFFECTED BY ME.

outdated entry.

2010-08-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

boyfriend got 8 free tickets to the movie premiere of step up 3D from his colleague. and so, we asked our friends along for the movie premiere. roy cannot make it because he has got to report for work at the last minute.

RATING: 5 out of 5 stars!

seriously, this movie is off the hook! the choreography and the storyline is really fantabulous!

this pretty lass here caught my attention. she is not only pretty but she is also a great dancer!

sharni vinson.

outdated pictures taken during national day with our group of friends, a total of 15 bikes and 1 car.

at yishun dam.

at katong for super late night supper.

it was a really fun-filled day. we only managed to reach home at like, 5am. =)

i have not received the pictures taken during my birthday. i shall upload them as soon as i get them. =)

thick lips, anyone?

2010-08-14T13:44:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog. i just got my laptop back from sony care centre. the past 5 days of living without a laptop is like hell. =p

i tried to occupy my time with stuff like movies and classes.

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

whenever there is a movie starring angelina jolie, i will definitely try my best to catch it. i absolutely love her! can you imagine how fucking gorgeous she is??!!

too bad my lips are not as thick as hers. i want her lips! so, whenever someone comment or tell me that i have thick lips or banana lips or sausage lips or whatever, i feel happy! although i do not have lips as full as angelina jolie's, at least i have thick lips, in general and i need not spend money to go botox for thick lips. hahahahaha!

although i am 3 days late, i still want to say..

happy 8 years and 8 months anniversary, my dear! =)

P.S. thank you, my readers. i received all your comments, opinions and advices regarding the police report, be it through MSN, SMS, whatsapp, Twitter or Facebook. i shall keep all your words in mind. =)

this shall kill the curiosities.

2010-08-06T15:14:00.003+08:00

everyone has been asking me what happened after i posted this status on my Facebook and Twitter last night..

"Should I bring the case to court, since the other party denied their actions when everything is soooooo obvious? Hmmm...."

i was bombarded with messages and comments on Facebook, messages on Twitter, messages on Whatsapp, messages on MSN. some of my close friends even called and SMS-ed me, asking me what happened.

so, to make everything easier, i decided to blog it out about it, along with the police report which i have been dying to post up. =)

i censored the names and addresses. actually, there are 2 pages to this police report but i only scanned the first page.

everything started way back early this year. you know, when you are particularly close to someone, you tend to share secrets, even the darkest secrets. you would think that your closest friend knows every little detail about you. i USED TO have a very close friend. we shared the darkest secrets with each other. one fine day, this person betrayed me and spilled out all my darkest secrets to everyone, even to my boyfriend. the reason this person spilled out my secrets was because he/she ASSUMED i was the one who spilled his/her darkest secrets first.

yes, my boyfriend was furious and hurt when he knew what i had done. we quarreled about it and we even almost broke up, due to all my impulsive and stupid mistakes. i know that the truth will be out sooner or later, but i never expected that the one who would betray me turned out to be my close friend. spilling out my darkest secrets is one thing, but adding false stuff into all those darkest secrets is another thing. i do not know what he/she/they gained by doing that because from what i personally know, i questioned my conscience and kept on rewinding stuff for many days in my mind and i asked myself, did i ever spill out any of his/her darkest secrets to anyone? my answer is NO.

whatever it was, my boyfriend and i managed to work things out and now, we are even closer than before. we always have heart-to-heart talks and i made it my priority to be brutally honest with him in everything i do. my friends were right. a relationship which has been going on for coming 9 years, it is hard to break the bond and both parties will find solutions to work things out.

back to the topic, i was hurt and furious when i was betrayed. so, i displayed the evil side of me. i spilled out every single thing i know to all those people involved. tit for tat, okay? i guess if you were me, you would have done the same thing, especially when you personally know that you have not done any betrayal to anyone.

after all that drama, life goes on as usual. i continued to blog and tweet about my life and my opinions about stuff and life in general. but all these became very personal when i received a threatening call on 7th june 2010, as stated in my police report. the other party took everything i blogged and tweeted too personally and they called me and my boyfriend up to confront us. but, no names were mentioned! even when i said i was not even talking about them, would they even believe? i shall not elaborate further because if i were to publish out every single word the other party said in the threatening calls, i swear you people will die laughing.

i told 2 of my best friends about the threatening calls my boyfriend and i received. they urged me to report to the police about it since the other parties' numbers were in my call log. i told them i do not want any unnecessary trouble so i left it at that.

i thought all these stopped after the threatening calls but i was wrong. on 24th june 2010, i began to receive many anonymous comments in my blog's tagboard. initially, i was pissed at all those comments so i replied them. but subsequently, i ignored them because i already made up my mind to go to the police after i told my boyfriend about it. i showed him all the comments in my blog and he urged me to go to the police to make a police report. and so, i did.

i print-screened all the nasty comments, along with the date, time, nicknames and also the IP addresses and i printed them out and submitted all the evidences i have gathered to the police. the police report was made on 12th july 2010, but i still received many anonymous comments in my blog's tagboard after i made the police report. i know who did it because in my MSN display nickname, i wrote, "ALL THEY KNOW IS TAG AND TAG AND TAG.. WHAT'S NEW?".

i know who are in my MSN list and who are not. of course, those people whom i do not want to have anything to do with anymore were deleted and blocked from my MSN list, except for one person. this person was our common friend and i guess, she saw my MSN nickname and she told them about it. and that very night, i received more than 5 pages of spam comments, all from the same IP address. yes, i did print-screened and saved all of them down. i have the evidences with me till today. COME ON! i look dumb but i am not stupid, okay? =)

my investigation officer called me 2 days ago and informed me that the police had already called the people i suspected and warned them about all those online harassment, even the people who called to threaten me and my boyfriend. the investigation officer told me that 2 of the suspects denied their actions. i asked my investigation officer if they can help me to track down the IP addresses and find out where they are from, but before the police can do that, i have to go down to the subordinate court to report about this case and submit the evidences i have to the subordinate court personnel.

so right now, i am considering whether to take this matter up to court or just leave it at that. i have enough evidences in black and white. money and time issues are small issues to me and boyfriend. since the other party denied their actions, maybe boyfriend and i should just go ahead and bring it up to court and see if those people who denied are telling the truth.

i do not give a damn what those people involved and their friends think about me and my boyfriend. i am doing this the lawful way. seriously, they can insult me in their own space or whatever, i do not care. but when they come into my blog and direct the nasty comments to me, and even called to threaten me, then it is another different thing altogether.

what do you, my readers, think? should i, or should i not?

on hiatus, but only for awhile..

2010-08-04T15:15:00.002+08:00

yes, i said my blog will be on hiatus.. but i guess, blogging is still in my blood. that is why i am back. =)

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

the storyline was not that good, although the fighting scenes were rather nice. if you have nothing to do, maybe you can give this movie a shot. some people might find it worth watching, some might not. i guess it is up to individuals. =)

just a quick blog entry to let you people know that i am still alive and kicking. hahahaha!

midweek wednesday.. 2 more days and the weekend is here! endure, guys! =)

announcement.

2010-07-29T16:49:00.002+08:00

ON HIATUS.

i will be back soon.

meantime, i will still be active on Twitter.

see you there.

no more tags! =)

2010-07-22T19:17:00.003+08:00

i am kind of lazy to blog today. anyway, there is nothing much to blog about these few days other than movies.

RATING: 3 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

but then, on a sidenote, i just want to say..

i am really glad that those annoying taggers who kept on tagging in my blog's tagboard have stopped their infantile actions, or at least i hope. i just hope it stays this way, and that those annoying taggers will reflect on what they did, whoever or whatever they are.

thinking out loud about irresponsible parent(s).

2010-07-16T20:31:00.002+08:00

in this century, shotgun marriages are very common and so is single parenthood. in the past, i always had this mindset that shotgun marriages will never last. i still do have this mindset, not that i can help it. being together for many years and being together for only a few months makes a whole lot of difference altogether.

i am trying very hard to make this blog entry sound a little more non-offensive but heck! i guess i shall just jump straight to the point, rather than beat about the bush.

frankly speaking, i have some close girlfriends who are currently single mothers. i totally admire their courage and determination. they went through 9 months of tough pregnancy, and although a few of them, their partners left them for some other girl, my girlfriends are responsible enough to bring their baby into this world.

yes, going through 9 months of pregnancy can be really tough. giving birth is the painful part and that is when all the responsibilties begin.

giving birth is easy, like buying a car. but taking care of your child is a whole different thing altogether. just think of all the regular check-ups, milk powder, diapers and baby expenses. it will like maintaining your car by giving all those road tax, petrol, coupons and car installments.

what i am trying to say is, as long as you decided to give birth to your child, be sure that you take full responsibility of your child.

i have come across a few notoriously irresponsible single parents. the sight of them just aggravates me to the core!

i have some questions about irresponsible single parents which i just do not understand.

firstly, why did they give birth to their child and in the end, they just forget about their child when they probably get tired of taking care of them?
do these irresponsible single parents regretted bringing their child into this world, which i guess they probably do?
are they human at all, by chucking their child aside to others to take care of them whereby they go out and enjoy all day with their friends or boyfriends?
is that what irresponsible parents call themselves? a responsible and noble parent? HA!

seriously, some irresponsible single parents would rather spend thousands of dollars buying stuff for their precious boyfriends/girlfriends and on countless clothes, rather than save the money up for their child's education in future. i totally LOOK DOWN on this kind of irresponsible parents. tsk tsk tsk!

that is not all. some single parent would stay at their boyfriend's/girlfriend's house(if they have one), rather than go back to his/her own home and spend some quality time with their child, let alone take care of their child. and what does this sum up to? yeap, definitely irresponsible.

oh yes! also, i have come across some single parents who will totally try their best to deny the fact that they are a single parent when they have found a boyfriend/girlfriend. i personally feel that is really too much. if they are not even the least proud of their child, then why in the world did they give birth in the first place? they might as well give their child up for adoption or maybe end it in the most inhuman way possible which i am totally against, an abortion.

if i were a single parent, in my opinion, i would not even accept the guy if that particular guy is unable to accept my past, not even the thought of it. that will be a total waste of my time. what if his family cannot accept me either? i would rather focus all that time on my child, work extra hard for my child, giving my child love and guidance and everything my child wants. come on! what can i expect from a guy who is already unable to accept my past? can i expect him to love me and be with me forever, provide enough for me and my child, love and care for my child as his own? HA! TOTALLY BULL! if a single parent cannot even do that for their own flesh and blood, it will be a pity to say that the single parent is not only irresponsible, but selfish and naive.

honestly, i really pity little toddlers who do not have enough love and guidance given to them by their own parents. what will become of them?

all in all, i am not trying to say that i will definitely be a perfect parent in future when i get married and have my own children. what i am trying to say is that, there are countless things to learn when it comes to parenting and countless responsibilities. there is no way to be a perfect parent, but a million ways to try to be one. but the last thing i would ever even think of becoming is an IRRESPONSIBLE, SELFISH AND NAIVE PARENT.

insomniac weekdays..

2010-07-14T06:01:00.002+08:00

2 movies watched last week!

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 1.5 out of 5 stars.

yes! 9 temples really sucks! thai horror film, my ass! i gave it a 1.5 star rating because i thought the female lead's hairstyle was really cool. other than that, nothing worth rating nor watching.

i forgot to key in this movie in my previous entry. i watched this on 4rd july 2010 at the stroke of midnight with boyfriend, nick and snowlyn. i remembered because snowlyn wished boyfriend happy birthday in the theatre. =)

RATING: 2 out of 5 stars.

i love blood and gore. but this movie was a disappointment. when i read the synopsis written by movie critics, i thought this movie was watchable. but then, i fell alseep for half an hour during the middle of the movie.

insomniac weekdays suck. sometimes, i would try too hard to fall asleep but to no avail, which explains why i am still awake at this hour, blogging.

relying on sleeping pills is not good for one's health. i avoid them although i have them in my drawer.

maybe i should use all these insomnia-stricken times and catch up on my unread novels. i guess that would be a good idea. =)

103rd and still going..

2010-07-11T16:24:00.001+08:00

just a simple message. =)

happy 103 months anniversary!

i love you. =)

xoxo

to me, you are just a prick.

2010-07-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

i have been keeping cool about this incident for a period of time. i have to blog this out, better late than never. but yet, some old prick just have to make a mountain out of a molehill, just because she has a 'bigger' priority to do so.

i am someone who treasures friendship very much. even when i do not see someone for a particularly long time, somehow or rather, i would still remember their birthdays and i would make an effort to wish them, either via SMS, calls or in Facebook, as long as my greeting gets to them.

last month, it was one of my long time friend's birthday. i simply wrote on his Facebook wall, slightly after the stroke of midnight, saying, "happy birthday, 姐妹! 我们会是永远的好姐妹!". yes, this long time friend of mine is a guy. i regarded him as a 'sister' because during the times we hung out together, i could just share with him almost about anything and everything! what i merely wrote was that i wished him a happy birthday and that we will be 'sisters' always.

this guy and i got together for a period of time in the past. yes, we used to be a couple. many of our common friends know about this, even my boyfriend. although i predicted that after this incident, he might deny everything just to 'please' his wife. but i am totally fine with it.

after we broke up, we still remained as friends on good talking terms. he moved on and i moved on. boyfriend and him even became close like brothers after i introduced them to each other. a few years ago, we often hung out till the wee hours of the night with some other good friends. due to work commitments, all of us drifted apart but still, we kept in contact occasionally.

seriously, i did not know that my simple greeting to him will speculate so much JEALOUSY from his wife. they registered their marriage like, more than a year ago? i was puzzled initially, until i woke up that particular morning on his birthday and saw an SMS from him in my inbox which kind of made me peeved. following that SMS, i saw another SMS from another close friend of mine, telling me to go and check out that guy's Facebook wall. and so, i did.

this was what i saw.

i censored their names and pictures, except for boyfriend's and my own. but i censored it just enough for my readers to see, what a prick this woman is. she is OLDER than me, mind you!

initially, boyfriend did not know that the Facebook status was referring to me, until i forwarded the SMS my guy friend sent me, resulting in boyfriend's angry words. boyfriend was right. i remembered my guy friend's birthday, that was why i wished him. seriously, if i were to publish out what my guy friend sent me via SMS, all of you will have to agree with me that the Facebook status was really meant for me.

was i wrong in saying that my guy friend was HENPECKED, after reading the SMS he sent me and seeing what was said on his Facebook wall? i doubt so. yes, i understand that he loves his wife but to the extend that he will say something like that to piss his friends off, is that really necessary at all? and to think his wife acted ALL INNOCENT about all these!

I WANT TO POINT OUT ONE LOOP HOLE!

if you guys will kindly refer to the last 2 comments in the picture above, the 2nd last comment was indeed from his wife. the LAST comment, it was commented with my guy friend's name, altough i censored it. but the comment itself, the stupid woman GAVE HERSELF AWAY. why in the world would any guy address HIMSELF as HUBBY, while using his own account to comment on things? look at the time interval.. 2 MINUTES! that was just enough time for the possessive wife to log out of her own account, log into her husband's account and leave a comment!

may i ask what is the meaning of, 'laugh me die'? damn! even if she were to impersonated her hubby, can she at least PLEASE brush up on her grammar? i really had a hard time trying to catch what that stupid woman was trying to say. OOPS! LOL!

if that stupid woman were to see this blog post, she must be wondering how did i got hold of all these? hello, you stupid prick. i have other friends who will help me in defending myself, okay? and to think that you deleted me and my boyfriend from your hubby's Facebook list THEN you commented back, how STUPID is that? and also, to cover all your ugly actions, you deleted everything away from your hubby's Facebook wall! but sad to say, my friends already helped me by sending me all the evidence i need.

after this stupid annoying prick deleted me and boyfriend from her hubby's Facebook list, she used her hubby's Facebook account and posted another status.

I WANT TO POINT OUT ANOTHER LOOP HOLE!

do you guys know how to spell the word, 'priority'? look at the way this word was spelt in the Facebook status, supposedly posted by my guy friend aka HER hubby. then you guys can move on and look at the comment posted ALMOST immediately by that stupid woman. saw the spelling mistake? OMG! did she fail her primary school spelling or what? and i wonder who is the one making life miserable? =p

i knew all along that my guy friend's first PRIORITY is always his family. after all, i knew him when i was 17. moreover, i get along with his parents too! last year, my guy friend's parents saw me at the airport just before they flew to johannesburg for their vacation. my guy friend's dad even said that if he saw me earlier, he would have asked me to join them and treated me to some coffee.

after which, my guy friend posted in his Whatsapp status, wishing himself a happy birthday. after i saw this, i felt sorry for him. his birthday will definitely be a really happy occasion if his possessive wife did not make such a freaking big fuss out of a mere birthday greeting from me.

why did she make such a big fuss? why was she totally jealous? why was she playing DOUBLE ROLES, commenting on her hubby's Facebook comment, then logging out of her own Facebook account, then logging into her hubby's Facebook account, impersonating her hubby by commenting back HER OWN COMMENT? it seemed as though she was masturbating all by herself.

if a certificate of marriage is not enough for this stupid prick to know and understand that my guy friend is set on marrying her, then i think she should seek psychiatric help.

yes, i did called my guy friend up after i saw what she blogged in her freaking pinkish blog. i demanded an explanation for what his wife blogged. thanks to a friend of mine, who informed me about what that prick wrote. my guy friend took a long time to answer my call. i do not even care if my guy friend switched on the speaker on his phone, if his wife asked him to do so. i told him if i do not get an explanation for this, then do not blame me for being hostile. on the other hand, i was hoping that the stupid woman would be the one answering my call. all the better!

all the while, i kept quiet about everything. it was my way of giving my blessing to him and probably, a little magnanimous enough of me to wish his wife a blissful marriage. sad to say, his stupid wife spoiled it all with all her stupid actions.

i think that annoying prick got the message, for i saw something like this in her freaking pinkish blog.

hereby, i would want to extend what i have to say to her here, in my personal blog.

HELLO, PRICK!

first, thank you very much for visiting my blog. i have totally NOTHING against you before this incident happened. you said that Facebook and blogs is for oneself to rant. like you said, you are just letting out your anger and frustrations in your own space, and so am i. your name was NOT mentioned anywhere in this blog post so i am also not violating the law or saying anything against you, either. you see now? my own space, my own frustrations and my own rants. if you happen to see this, i hope you will not feel pissed, angry or upset. otherwise, it will be really bad for your health at this moment, am i right? oh yes! and keep living your life in SELF-DENIAL, okay? if it makes you happy. =)

no matter what, my guy friend will still be my guy friend. after all, we had been there for one another, along with our group of friends. those times are unforgettable. the collage of pictures taken during the times the whole group of us were having fun together, the winnie the pooh collection, your 23rd birthday chalet when all of us stayed together for a few days under the same roof. i wish you all the best in your marriage. i just hope you marry the right wife, the one who can give you happiness, total understanding, the privacy you are entitled to. we will still be here for you, no matter what happens. like i said, we will always be 'sisters'. take great care. =)

happy 27th!~

2010-07-07T18:54:00.001+08:00

4th of july 2010 marks the day boyfriend turns 27.

happy 27th birthday, my love! =)

i planned a surprise mini birthday gathering for boyfriend. i think i managed to do a rather good job by keeping boyfriend in the dark about this surprise i was planning. it was not easy at all, to keep messaging boyfriend's colleagues and his biker friends every single day to confirm stuff about this mini surprise.

as i had mentioned in a previous post, boyfriend was on leave from 2nd july 2010 to 5th july 2010. during those few days, i was with boyfriend almost 24/7. we had alot of things to attend to, which explained why boyfriend was on 4 days leave.

i reserved a table of around 10 to 15 people at a bistro called Bliss. a few hours before boyfriend reached the bistro, i had arranged for nick to help me by bringing the birthday cake i bought from emicakes to the bistro. i bought a small cake though.. not a huge one. i had been to many birthday gatherings and i noticed that the birthday cake will be the one with the largest portion of leftovers. and since i knew the number of people who would be present, i chose the cake size which was just enough for everyone.

all of us had our dinner at Bliss.

thanks to roy, for the 'blur' effect.

me and karlyn.

the guys.

a heartwarming group photo.

after the birthday celebration, when boyfriend and i reached home, we had a heart-to-heart talk in my room.

me: "dear, i hope you like what i had planned for you for your birthday, although it was just a small mini surprise gathering."
boyfriend: "it is the thought that counts."

sometimes, some things are not needed to be expressed in full detail. just a simple sentence will do. boyfriend and i do not say 'i love you' or 'i miss you' every single day. we feel that when you say something too many times, it will somehow wear out its meaning and it will not sound sweet or special anymore.

i want to express my deepest thanks to everyone who spent boyfriend's birthday with him, despite all your busy working schedules.

to nick and snowlyn: thank you both very much, for helping me to collect the birthday cake from emicakes and bringing it all the way down to Bliss. i deeply appreciate it. =)

to jay and william: i know both of you were on early shift that day and still, you both still made the effort to come down and be a part of the gathering. thank you very much. =)

to sufanna and jace: thank you, my lovely ladies! i know you both took a cab down. and i know sufanna just touched down from a cruise. thank you, jace.. for coming down. =)

to jinlin and jess: thank you! i know that you both will be working the very next day and still, you both came down. thank you so much.

to ah seng: thank you, brother.. for coming down to meet us immediately after you knocked off from work. =)

to roy and karlyn: thank you very much.. for attending this mini birthday celebration on such short notice. =)

to bryan: thank you for rushing down after you attended your friend's wedding banquet, just to wish boyfriend a happy birthday. we shall meet up soon!

to stephen: we understand that you were not able to make it for the gathering due to your work commitments. no worries, brother. we shall arrange to meet up another day. =)

although i was totally feeling unwell the entire day, seeing boyfriend smiling from ear to ear made everything totally worthwhile. =)

i can watch it a gazillion times!

2010-07-06T19:31:00.003+08:00

RATING: 5 out of 5 stars!

okay, i admit i am being biased about rating this movie. but it really is extremely super duper uber awesome awesome awesome awesome!

ever since Twilight, i was hoping to see a kissing scene between bella swan and jacob black. and yes, my wish finally came true! =p

seriously, in my opinion, if i were bella, i would choose the wolf, for the wolf is able to give more than what the vampire can give. and not to mention their body size, the vampire looks kind of skinny whereas the wolf.. can i say beefy? you will feel very protected, you see. well, maybe i have a thing for muscular guys, although boyfriend is not the beefy type. =p

i just got the pictures taken on boyfriend's birthday. i shall blog them out soon. =)

stupid weather!

2010-07-02T14:35:00.002+08:00

i decided to blog a short simple entry in my blog while waiting for the stupid rain to stop.

yes! the stupid rain spoiled my day's schedule! i have alot of errands to run for today.

boyfriend and i caught these movies recently..

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars.

although the stupid rain is really pissing me off, i try to look on the bright side, which is, boyfriend will be on leave until monday! =)

the pain of losing another friend..

2010-07-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

no words can describe how painful and devastating i felt when i knew what happened

i received news that a friend of mine passed on last monday morning. she lost her life in an accident.

she was a really easy-going and bubbly girl with an undying passion for bikes. i got to know her through boyfriend and joyce. initially, we did not talk much at all. but her love for everything pink, especially her love for Hello Kitty, and my love for everything purple got us closer as time passed.

she was really thoughtful and sweet. recently, she saw a purple helmet at a motorbike shop. knowing that i am crazy over purple, she took a picture of the purple helmet and private messaged me in Facebook, asking me to drag boyfriend down to the shop so that he could buy it for me.

i still have our message log in my Facebook inbox. reading through it brought tears to my eyes. honestly, it was her thought that counts. although we were not close to the extent that we could share secrets, this bubbly girl can be so silly and sweet to really think of me when she spotted something purple.

my heart broke into pieces when i went to see her last night. i kept on asking myself why would God want to take her away? she was so young, TOO young! she had alot of ambitions and dreams yet to be fulfilled! i held back my tears but that very night, i cried to sleep.

i will never forget this sweet angel for as long as i live. her friends and i will definitely miss her cheerful personality, bubbly character and contagious laughter.

goodbye forever, my sweetest Candy. you will be greatly missed.

24th april 1989 - 28th june 2010

P.S. my deepest condolences to her family, relatives and her boyfriend. please be strong, for her sake. God bless.

365 days..

2010-06-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

it has been a year but i still missed you so.

you live in my heart forever.

i missed you, michael.

updates and r'selcia's 1st birthday.

2010-06-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

to me, babies seem to grow up really fast. it seems like yesterday when i first saw sabrina's daughter, r'selcia, in deep sweet slumber in her baby cot. in the blink of an eye, r'selcia is already a year old.

r'selcia's first birthday party was held at The Tropica, a condominium estate near my house. sabrina booked the whole function hall for the event.

before the set-up.

front view from the function hall.

the left view from the function hall.

buffet set up.

the noble young mother and r'selcia.

sabrina cannot wait to train her beloved daughter for the audition of swan lake. LOL!

r'selcia's first birthday cake.

pictures taken during the before-party..

sexy mama taking a break. =p

edelyn aka r'selcia's godma and sabrina.

and it was time to sing the birthday song..

i adore that bespectacled little girl. her name is huiwen. =)

the after-party pictures..

edelyn posted the rest of the pictures up on Facebook. credits to edelyn for the pictures. =)

**********

movie therapy is a must for me every week.

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

yes, i caught these 3 movies already. The Karate Kid would be worth 5 stars if the ending was not that sudden. A-Team was funny but, not really my kind of movie. She's Out of my League was not that bad. i think the movie would be better if the female lead was not Alice Eve. LOL!

just a couple of random pictures before i end my blog post..

P.S. i know those juveniles are still popping by my blog every single day, just to see if i blogged about them. and i know they will still continue to stalk me. sadly speaking, i cannot help it when some people just have to admit that they are juveniles, so that they would feel better. =)

my thoughts about pathetic behaviors!

2010-06-18T17:33:00.005+08:00

i absolutely abhor drama queens. seriously, i wonder why they are still working their pathetic life away by not being a top notch actress? they would have won the best actress award hands down. =)

if you know me well enough, i am someone who will always put my thoughts into words in my own ranting zone when i am pissed, disappointed or angry with some random juveniles. but seems like whenever i do stuff like that, i will invite unwanted confrontation from unnecessary juveniles.

recently, i received random calls from random callers with random numbers which i did not save in my cellphone list. i answered the first random call because i thought it might be a friend of mine who changed their cellphone number, but instead, i was greeted by some unnecessary random drama queen. yes, i hung up the phone after i got bored with entertaining her for a few seconds because i did not want to waste too much of my precious time, breath and effort on juveniles who never seem to understand situations. i guess i did not do a good job by hanging up on that random drama queen because she called back. what did i do, you ask? well, simple! i just press the 'reject caller' button on my cellphone. =)

apparently, some juveniles have been following my blog and twitter, which they admitted themselves. and it seemed to me that they were unhappy with what i wrote. ASSUMING that i was talking about them, they started to call and confront me, demanding an answer as to why i did that and worse still, challenging for a fight! SUPER DRAMATIC BEHAVIOR! till now, i have no idea why they did so. probably because..

- some juveniles i do not even give a hoot about cannot seem get over me?
- they have guilty consciences?
- i hate to say this, but could it be the reason they love/hate me too much?

and moreover, it does NOT make anything better when some juveniles claimed that they do NOT have a blog. maybe their partner might believe them but then, not everyone. and also, maybe their 'NEW-FOUND BFFs' will play a part in helping them keep mum about them having a private blog. i am proud to say i have a blog and i have an account in twitter, open to the public. it does not even make any sense when you set your blog as private and only invite those that are your friends to read. why, you people may ask? simple! because..

- the people you permit to read your private blog are only your friends. friends who will listen to your dramatic one-sided stories.
- you can blog whatever shit you want in your private blog, post any pictures in your private blog.
- the party you are talking about will never know that you are talking about them. so what difference does it make?
- maybe because you blog it out, then when you read your masterpiece, and your own clique of friends see what you blogged, you will feel extremely good.

in my generation, age has NOTHING to do with guts. it is the level of maturity that matters when one does something. maybe some juveniles never realised this, but using age as one of the factors to initiate a fight is the most childish thing ever, sad to say.

seriously, i cannot do anything at all if people keep assuming that i am talking about them. moreover, no names were mentioned at all. like i said, guilty consciences plays a part. when i totally hate someone or do not give a hoot about someone, i will not waste my time and stalk them. i have no reason to, anyway. i used to care what people think about me, but not anymore. everyone is entitled to their own opinion and impression of others, and so am i. everyone is entitled to be stupid once in a while, even me. but it seems to me that some people OVERUSED this privilege. =)

when things happen, i do not go around telling other people who are NOT even involved about what happened. drama queens are capable of cooking up their own stories, acting innocent and fragile, making themselves look so extremely vulnerable. i will not do that because i am no drama queen.

what do you gain when you go around telling everyone what i did? telling those 'common friends' your side of the story, making them listen to your sympathetic crap and make them see me as the bad person? yes, they will be bought by your ONE-SIDED story and with assumptions, they will deem all the fault on me. let me tell you this..

TRUE FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHO STAND BY YOUR SIDE WITHOUT GIVING IN TO ASSUMPTIONS.

being on good terms plays a part too. honestly, i have friends who stand by me every step of the way. i need not tell them what happened or what others did to me. they know me well enough. they know my character and they know the way i do things. without needing to say much, my true friends will stand by me without fail. unlike you, having to go around telling others what i did and making them believe the whole episode is my fault with all your pitiful stories.

i have 2 friends whom recently deleted me from their friend list in Facebook. i was confused, and i still am, now. i did not even offend them, never did anything to piss them off.

i knew one of the girls for a few years. recently, i restricted her from reading my Facebook wall, but i DID NOT delete her away from my list. i have my reasons for doing so. i know some people will go around telling stories and so, in order to not drag her into this whole thing, i restricted her from reading my wall for the time being. but instead, she deleted me from her friend list. it could be probably because she listened to the one-sided story of others. i do not blame her for the ears of humans are 'light', if you people know what i mean.

the other girl, i knew her through my boyfriend. i like her character, straightforward and never beats about the bush with the things she wants to say. and yes, i did not even offend her before but i was being deleted from her list. yes, i do not blame her too. why should i blame her whereby she never did anything to me before?

it all boils down to the same thing. they listened to those one-sided story of juveniles. i felt unfair because they did not know my side of the story. but i did not explain to them personally. what i merely did was, i put my thoughts into words as to why i felt they deleted me from their Facebook. at least i bothered to say it out and make myself in the clear.

when i keep quiet, it does not mean juveniles can trample all over me and climb onto my head. yes, keeping quiet will lessen alot of unnecessary troubles but then, i will not keep quiet when some juveniles try to jeopardize my friendship with others. seriously, i think those kids who do that are still living in those 'i-do-not-want-to-friend-you' era. =p

blogging and tweeting are one of my hobbies. i will never stop just because some juveniles hate it. i do not owe them any reason with what i do, what i blog and what i tweet. i do what makes me happy.

juveniles can jolly well continue with their stupid and pathetic game of jeopardizing friendships because they will never stop. they can blog all they want about me, write all they want about me and say what they want about me. as long as i do not read or see or hear them, it does not make an impact on me. anyway, i have no reason to go and read their blogs or whatever because when you dislike someone, you will never be bothered, unless you cannot get over them.

you know, when some people hate me enough to maybe even open up a blog just to insult me, i sit back and say to myself, "DAMN! I GOT MYSELF A FAN CLUB!"

DREAM ON, JUVENILES!~

P.S. i want to thank those juveniles who took to effort to dig up stuff about me, going around asking for my cellphone number just to call and confront me for no reason. i am also sorry to say i am not sorry at all for taking up your precious time by you popping by my blog to read my thoughts. oh yes! i also want to thank you for going around, telling others what i did. to those few, they might think you are really vulnerable, but to most people and strangers, the things you do look totally bad on you. but then, i still cannot thank you juveniles enough although i am really touched with all your pathetic actions and behavior. =)

upcoming!

2010-06-16T18:11:00.003+08:00

just popping by to drop a note.

i have 2 incidents to blog about soon.

i dare to say, both incidents happened but they are not started by me. but instead, i got all the blame and i was being labeled the bad person.

seriously, i want to blog only about good things. but there are so many 小人 aka unwanted troublemakers around me, it makes me impossible to do so.

i guess my blog will attract those unwanted troublemakers soon. i shall wait and see! =)

stay tuned!

suck on this. =)

2010-06-10T16:59:00.007+08:00

i have no classes on a boring thursday, so i decided to update my blog with some random thoughts of mine.

as you all know, facebook has millions of interesting groups and pages. a few of my friends are constantly joining those groups created by other facebook users. i find it really interesting, so i decided to join in the fun. =)

here are some groups that i joined recently. i find it meaningful and it kind of expressed some random thoughts and feelings of mine. so i decided to share with you people. but i added some colours to indicate and separate the groups i joined and inserted my own thoughts. =)

groups are in red. my own personal thoughts are in blue.

- just because you have no life doesn't mean you can wreck mine.
(yeap. my life is too colourful. even if it gets dull, it will never be as dull as yours.)

- everyone has a friend that they no longer trust.
(i guess almost everyone has gone through this phase in life. the best way to deal with them is to just chuck them aside, erase them from your life.)

- you think i don't know.. but i do.
(let me just say, sometimes, some people are just too stupid to notice.)

- being too nice.. gets you nowhere.
(like i always say, it does not pay to be nice.)

- i'm nice, until you give me a reason not to be.
(speaking of the reason, i guess the reason will be more than enough for me to be nasty than to be nice.)

- i so hate drama queens who act so innocent when they are not.
(in my life, there are too many drama queens. seriously, i have totally lost count of them. but the more they try to act innocent, the more guilty they will seem to be.)

- thank you, fake friends. you've only made me stronger and wiser.
(need i say more? fake friends are not even worth a penny.)

- i'm not jealous. i just don't like that bitch.
(yeah! honestly, disliking any bitch takes lesser effort than being jealous of her. anyway, there is absolutely nothing to be jealous about.)

- sometimes, some people just totally deserve a big fat tight slap.
(this will be needed to people who simply just cannot seem to wake up their own fucking idea.)

- my level of maturity changes depending on who i'm with.
(the people i am with now, let me just say, they think before they act.)

- i don't have enough middle fingers to let you know how i really feel.
(if that is the case, i would like to say FUCK YOU 100000 times. LOL!)

- dear karma, promise you'll get her one day, ok?
(karma is one of my best friends. i need not do anything and karma will settle everything for me in future.)

- did you honestly think i wouldn't find out?
(if you are not smart enough, the loop hole will be spotted. by then, too bad.. LOL!)

- if doing something i love makes me a loser, then i'm glad i am a loser.
(i love to tweet on Twitter and i love to blog in Blogger. there is no stopping me.)

- i don't care if you hate me. i don't live to fucking please you.
(i live my own life. what makes you think i have to please you with what i do, what i blog and what i tweet? who are you, my mother or father? HA!)

- what goes around comes around twice as hard. it's called karma, bitch.
(when the time comes, just make sure i will never catch you locked up in your own room, bawling your eyes out and wallowing in self pity.)

sometimes, when you tend to pour your rants and complains in your own ranting space, you might get unnecessary trouble from unnecessary people. but then again, like i care. LOL!

seriously, like i mentioned, i do what i want and i blog what i feel like blogging. of course, i tweet what i want to tweet. and yes, anyone can view my tweets and my blog posts because they are all open to the public. i do not set them as private for i feel that there is absolutely nothing wrong in expressing my own thoughts and views. and also, i cannot help it if the things i wrote made a huge impact on others, not that i can help it, you know? LOL!

lastly, whoever pops by this ranting zone of mine, of course i will welcome you. but if you do not like the contents of it, then i suggest that maybe you should avoid this blog as far away as your ass can take you, rather than being offended for no apparent reason and i get shit for no apparent reason too. but then again, i cannot stop anyone from popping by, especially anyone who is too interested to know what i think.

like i said, you cannot stop people from coming into your own personal ranting zone. but you can stop yourself from checking up on annoying people, which i did long ago. it makes my life easier. that is why i am so happy leading my own life now. =)

killers with killer looks!

2010-06-09T18:41:00.004+08:00

RATING: 4.5 out of 5 stars!

many of my friends who caught this movie told me it was really draggy, but i beg to differ! this movie was totally awesome! killers with killer looks, ashton kutcher really melted my heart! i guess i need not mention that he really is getting hotter and hotter! =)

boyfriend, jinlin and i were supposed to meet nick, snowlyn, louis and stephen last monday but it was raining so heavily, we had no choice but to call off the meeting. feeling bored, i snapped a couple of pictures.

they are my real lashes, mind you! =p

you know, i always feel that Twitter is really fun and very useful. you can update and post up your thoughts even when you are on the move. you can even read up on what your friends are thinking at that moment!

i hate to admit this but my friend was right! =)

TWITTER IS REALLY AN ULTIMATE STALKING TOOL!~

freddy krueger is a clown!

2010-06-07T18:23:00.003+08:00

my mom forbid me to watch scary movies when i was younger. she said that those scary movies would scare the daylights out of me. but i doubt so.

i managed to watch a scary movie, Nightmare on Elm Street when i was in primary 2. it was not scary at all! in fact, i thought Freddy Krueger looked like a clown! LOL!

boyfriend and i went to watch this movie at Ehub with stephen, nick and snowlyn..

RATING: 2.5 out of 5 stars.

the movie was not as good as i anticipated. it was kind of draggy although it lasted for only 95 minutes. and also, freddy krueger seemed to have gone for some kind of plastic surgery. the freddy krueger i was familiar with looked something like this..

but the freddy krueger now looked like this..

for once, i thought i saw a clown. it was not scary at all. in my opinion, i find freddy krueger's new look kind of.. kiddish? LOL!

recently, i keep playing around with my latest downloaded photo editor.

i took this picture last evening and edited it. i call it, 'Jeanne's Lame Version of Twilight'. LOL!

long ago pictures of me and my mellie boo!

mellie, time to meet up and take more pictures soon! i miss you! =)

mom just came home with my dinner. gotta go for now! =)

why can't i make up my mind?

2010-06-03T05:31:00.001+08:00

in a few days' time, my contract with singtel can be renewed! YAY! but right now, i cannot seem to make up my mind as to which new cellphone i should get! anyways, i have a few choices, though.

iphone 3G.

alot of my friends have been persuading me to get an iphone. even boyfriend is also currently using an iphone, and he is also encouraging me to get one too. iphone is like a mini portable laptop and not to mention, entertainment and communication all rolled into one. =)

sony ericsson xperia x10.

leslie has been telling me about this cellphone. yes, i would definitely choose sony ericsson over nokia and samsung anytime.. but this cellphone runs with a software called android. i do not even know what android is all about. maybe i should google more about it before i get this cellphone, if my last choice is really getting this sony ericsson beauty.

iphone 4G.

i heard from alot of my friends that iphone 4G will most probably be launched in 2010. seriously, iphone 4G is definitely better than iphone 3G, needless to say. it has a built-in camera light! for people like me who always snap pictures on the move, i must say the camera light will really come in handy! if iphone 4G is confirmed to be launched this year, i think i would choose to get this model rather than iphone 3G.

alright, cellphones aside for now. boyfriend and i caught this fantastic movie at Ehub last week with jay, stephen and 2 of his friends.

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

of course, jake gyllenhaal made the movie worth watching. nice toned up bod, awesome stunts and a good looking stud! i would have rated it a 5 if the bad guy did not die fast. LOL! but overall, the movie was really good. =)

a good friend of mine introduced me a new photo editting computer program. and i must say, it is really useful for people like me who is always so lazy to doll up, especially when it comes to applying eyeliner and sticking on fake eyelashes. even when i go down to town on weekends, i would just slap on some foundation, highlight my cheeks with a little blush, moisturise my lips with some lip balm and off i go.

the 'before' picture.

and now..

TADAH! the 'after' picture!

if you guys realised, i added on a pair of fake eyelashes, a pair of contact lens, a little cute clipart and made the perimeters of my eyes a little darker. also, i 'erased' away my eyebags with the 'magic tool' found in the program. then i added the faint bubble lighting. YES! all done with the super duper user-friendly photo editting computer program! i timed myself and it took me less than 15 minutes to complete the editting! it really is fun and easy to use! =)

and of course, before i end my blog entry, i shall wish my beloved mellie boo,

jeanne and melody. =)

HAPPY '18TH' BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

updates on my genting trip.

2010-06-02T04:02:00.001+08:00

sorry for the super duper uber long wait. =)

yes, i finally managed to upload more pictures into photobucket about my genting trip last month. all my pictures will not be arranged in order because i am rather lazy to arrange them. LOL! =p

early in the morning at around 7am.

slacking at starbucks.

i imitated the parrot. LOL!

apple and william.

william and boyfriend.

apple and william, again. LOL! =p

jay and weiyi.

retarded william, acting young. LOL!

i know it looks like a plain piece of paper but it actually is my ticket to the movie, Ip Man 2.

TADAH! the movie ticket to Ip Man 2. =)

bloated bag of potato chips.

early in the morning, in the hotel lift. i love the lighting!

wristband entries to the theme park!

chocolate fondue fountain!!!!

i am a star! LOL!

energizer battery statue, me and boyfriend. =)

snapshot of me feeding the fishes.

boyfriend being attacked by a dinosaur, NOT. LOL!

those hazy stuff behind us were clouds. =)

london bus, i guess. =p

first, boyfriend was being attacked by a dinosaur. and now, he was knocked down by a london bus. DUH!

group photo! thanks to a handsome teenager who helped us take this photo. =)

for a more orderly set of pictures, please refer to my facebook account. thank you. =)

it is past 4am now. maybe i should go and sleep because i will be meeting my mellie boo for dinner later! =)

be back real soon~

2010-05-26T18:09:00.003+08:00

sorry for the super lack of updates!

i have been rather busy with my own stuff.

i promise i will blog as soon as i uploaded all the remaining pictures taken during my genting trip.

XOXO

for once, i like the smell of rain..

2010-05-17T03:51:00.002+08:00

i still have not received the rest of the pictures taken during the genting trip. boyfriend is always so busy working almost everyday, he does not have time to upload the pictures into his computer. so, please bear with me awhile more. thank you. =)

last week, boyfriend brought me to Ehub and we caught this romantic comedy..

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

i would give it a 4 if the movie was not that draggy. but overall, i love this movie. jennifer lopez is still as gorgeous as ever! i love her healthy tan and her big hazel brown eyes! in this world, true love really exists. this movie proved so! =)

it has been raining quite alot these two days. during the early afternoon, the weather will be hot as hell but when night falls, strong gusts of wind will blow and the sky will be engulfed with red clouds. even now, while i am blogging out this blog entry, it is raining cats and dogs outside.

tomorrow will be a long day for me because mummy dearest has an appointment at changi and she wants me to accompany her. then at around 4pm, mummy dearest and i will be meeting my youngest sister, grace, at tampines central for dinner at ding tai feng. and straight after dinner, i will be meeting boyfriend and we will be going down to his colleague's chalet.

it is 4am now and i am still wide awake! and the 'best' part is.. i have to be out of my house later at 8am!

bless me, God...

the genting trip!

2010-05-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

before my motivation runs out, i shall blog about my genting trip. =)

boyfriend brought me to genting with his colleagues from 2nd may 2010 to 5th may 2010.

at home waiting for boyfriend to arrive.

i packed alot of my own entertainment into my luggage bag because i was afraid i would get all cranky during the long coach ride. but luckily, i was greeted with one of my favourite MVs on the coach!

kylie minogue's MV, come into my world.

there were alot of movies for me to choose from! harry potter and the order of the phoenix, anna and anna, final fantasy advent children, waterboys. they even have documentaries about tarantulas, which was boyfriend's favourite. =)

we reached genting first world's hotel at around 5am.

jay, weiyi and boyfriend, checking in to the hotel.

hello, genting!

i camwhored while waiting for them to settle the hotel room thingy.

after we left our luggages with the hotel counter, we headed over to macdonalds for breakfast.

my big breakfast! =)

since we can only check into the hotel at 12.30pm, we have almost 6 hours to spare, which was a really long time! so we went to walk around and took pictures of the sunrise.

outside first world hotel's starbucks! =)

my sweet boyfriend.

all of us took a nap from 1pm to 3pm in our respective hotel rooms and met up with the rest of our friends who drove up to genting. we were all famished so we headed down to a restaurant for lunch.

my lunch.

boyfriend's lunch. the prawns were really fresh!

boyfriend and jay.

i fooled around with william's casino chips. =p

after lunch, we went over to the casinos. boyfriend and i do not gamble but those jackpot machines were really cute. so, we tried our luck at gambling with RM20. hahaha! no pictures taken inside the casino, sorry. hahaha!

we girls cannot live without shopping! so, we went walking around all the shopping malls we could find. i bought a hayabusa bike model for boyfriend. i forgot to take a picture of it. i guess i will get boyfriend to snap a picture and i shall post it up! =)

boyfriend and i played disco bowling with jay and weiyi.

during night time, we slacked at starbucks. william and apple brought a whole lot of beer. so, we had starbucks, then beer. =)

my favourite drink from starbucks. jace darls also love this! =)

me and apple. =)

the aftermath at starbucks. LOL!

all of us were dead beat after the first day. but we were as energetic as before during the second day. hahaha!

to the theme park it was on the second day!

after breakfast.

lovely doves! =)

i do not like thrill rides. while the rest were having fun, i sat down and camwhored. alot of pictures are still with boyfriend in his digital camera. i guess i can only post them up when i receive them. =)

camwhoring. LOL!

after all the fun at the theme park, we went to catch a movie. the language was in cantonese. i am a cantonese so i can understand. luckily, there were english, chinese and malay subtitles so boyfriend and jay will not be totally lost. hahaha!

RATING: 5 out of 5 stars!

i absolutely love donnie yen! the character he portrays in this movie, i really respect him! when i asked boyfriend how many stars would he rate this movie, without hesitation, he rated a 5. seriously, it really is worth a 5!

camwhored before bedtime.

these are only like, half of the pictures for the genting trip. i will try to blog out more pictures when boyfriend uploaded them in facebook. =)

boyfriend said most probably, he will be bringing me to taiwan in august. but if finances allow, we might go as far as korea! YAY!

i never forget.

2010-05-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

happy 8 years and 5 months, babycakes!

i have already uploaded some of my genting pictures. hopefully, i will have time to blog them out tonight. =)

dropping by~

2010-05-06T01:30:00.003+08:00

hello, people! have you all been good? =)

i am back from my genting trip. i will try to get hold of all the pictures i took and upload them as soon as i can. and of course, i will blog about it. =)

i wonder if it is really that hard for people to just move on with their own life? when i logged into my Nuffnang account earlier, i saw that 2 readers came into my blog via a private blog. i shall not say too much as to whose blog it is but one thing was, i really laughed my ass off when i saw where those 2 readers were directed from.

i do not want to see myself spinning in the same pathetic circle like others. i am moving on well with my life. or maybe, my life is too interesting? =p

maybe they should try something new. their old tactics are really boring the shit out of me. but well, on the other hand, i really cannot care less. i cannot say or do anything when some people just simply cannot move on. all i need to do is to care for myself and also, to care for those who are worthy of my care and concern. whether those people move on or not, it is none of my business.

i know that i am happy with my life, with my family, boyfriend, BFFs, brothers, sisters and friends. i shall just simply tell myself to take matters easy because i know that i will stand strong.

i shall update my blog soon, hopefully with the genting pictures all uploaded.

before i leave.

2010-05-02T15:35:00.001+08:00

as promised, i said i will blog out a blog entry before i leave for genting later tonight. =)

caught this comedy with boyfriend at downtown east's Ehub last week..

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

jennifer aniston always looks so stunning and beautiful. she is already in her forties but still, she never fails to glow with beauty. if i can have a wish, i would wish that i will still be able to look like her when i am in my forties. =p

i went to boyfriend's company's sale last friday afternoon with joanne and qianru. it was held at airport terminal 3's crowne plaza hotel's ballroom. there were not much stuff on sale, compared to last year's. qianru bought a coach mini wallet. joanne went home empty-handed, which i find that it was rare of her to do that. LOL!

after shopping at the sale, we girls went to airport terminal 3's popeyes for dinner. joanne and qianru ordered too much food and in the end, there were quite alot of leftovers. it was still early so we decided to go shopping at tampines interchange.

me and qianru, sitting down inside a shoe shop called pazzion. joanne was trying out some shoes.

joanne bought this pair of bling-bling shoes. $70 flew away from her wallet. LOL!

this was bought from taiwan like, more than half a year ago. joanne knows that i love mike he jun xiang. so she bought me this mousepad. thank you, darling! =)

by the way, i tweeted a few days ago that boyfriend bought a coach wristlet for me. here it is!

thank you, boyfriend! =)

in less than 10 hours, i will be leaving for my genting trip with boyfriend, weiyi and jay. we will be meeting some friends up there in genting because they will be driving up from malacca. this will be my virgin coach ride up to genting highlands. i wonder if i can 'survive' the coach ride. the last time i went up to genting highlands was on boyfriend's bike. =)

my genting trip will be from 2nd may 2010 to 5th may 2010, which is next wednesday. that means i will have no choice but to miss 3 solid episodes of my 敗犬女王! this is already saddening enough! but i have already made up my mind. i will look out for the DVD when i am up in genting or i can come back to sunny island singapore and get it off the shelves. i am so going to get 敗犬女王 DVD!!!!!!

i will be back with pictures of my genting trip! in the meantime, take care, my BFFs! =)

my latest indulgence.

2010-04-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

敗犬女王!!!!!!!!
敗犬女王!!!!!!!!
敗犬女王!!!!!!!!
敗犬女王!!!!!!!!

i would not say Ethan 阮經天 is super handsome. but at least he is really cute! =)

another title to add into my DVD collection! LOL!

as requested.

2010-04-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU.

i got to know her a few years ago. she is many years younger than me and the first impression she gave me was that she was rather anti-social and quiet.

as time passed, i got to know her more and more. she was the exact opposite of what i thought she was.

what is best about her?

- she gets along really well with my boyfriend.
- she is always there to listen to my troubles, even during the wee hours of the night.
- she is matured way beyond her age, but definitely not old.
- she always gives me advices to things which i cannot seem to solve.
- she applied medication on my wounds when i hurt myself.
- she is someone whom i can really talk to regarding anything.

there are really countless good points about her. i cannot possibly name them all. yes, no one is perfect. but she has shown me many ways to be a perfect friend.

although we do not meet up as often as we used to, she still remembers me deep in her heart, like how i always remember her warmth and love for me.

bettina told me that true friends still do exist because i told her i do not really believe in true friendships anymore after some stuff happened. but now, i understand what she was trying to tell me. i cannot thank her enough and i really appreciate her concern.

you are really a true friend, a sister, someone whom i will really cherish for life.

i may have lost a bunch of people but i gained one really precious person. she has always been by my side without fail.

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, MY STAR-RUST LOVER!

P.S. i still have other BFFs i have not blogged out. i will do so when i have the time. my BFFs, you all know who you are. stay tuned! =)

simple things that make us happy.

2010-04-25T19:57:00.002+08:00

it does not matter where or what you are doing, as long as the two people in love are together, enjoying themselves and loving each other's company.

i wrapped up my simple weekend with boyfriend bringing me down to town for some shopping.

and knowing that i love to eat fruits, boyfriend bought this for me!

in just a week, i will be leaving for genting. YAY!

if nothing goes wrong this year, boyfriend and i will be going to many places..

- genting in may.
- tioman in june.
- taiwan in august.
- china in december.

this is just a rough planning. but we will at least fulfill two trips in the list. =)

P.S. should i be gracious and blog it out, or should i just be even more gracious and not blog about it? i am still in the midst of considering.

sleepless nights.

2010-04-22T06:15:00.001+08:00

seriously, i cannot seem to fall asleep so i decided to blog at this unearthly hour instead. and of course, i am also tweeting at the same time. =)

boyfriend and i caught these 2 awesome movies the past few days.

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

and i really cannot forget one of the lines that tina fey said! it totally cracked me up!

steve carell: "zip your vagina!!"
tina fey: "it's okay! when he says vagina, it means your face.."

AWESOME SHIT! =p

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

the cast of this movie was totally awesome! everyone was really funny in their own way. but Chloë Moretz really made me salute her! at just the tender age of 13, she can really act super well! i remembered the first time i noticed her was her role from the movie, The Amityville Horror and initially, i thought she looked a little like Vivian Tsu. but look at how much she had grown!

a younger Chloë Moretz.

a stunning babe in the making!

i have always felt that Chloë Moretz will grow up to be a really successful actress and also a real head turner every since i first saw her. with her cute looks, she really is bound to take over actresses like Natalie Portman and Claire Danes! =)

class 95 is now playing straight through my heart from The Backstreet Boys. i remembered i used to go crazy over Nick Carter.

my tummy is aching on and off and partly because of this, i cannot get to sleep. my shoulders are aching too, due to too much time spent slouching in front of the laptop. maybe i should just pop a DVD into my Playstation 3 and watch it till i fall asleep.

P.S. how i wish today is my off day.. so that i can just sleep at home the whole day..

like i care?

2010-04-17T16:07:00.004+08:00

boyfriend and i were deciding on which movie to watch the other day and we ended up watching this at Ehub..

RATING: 3 out of 5 stars.

you have to catch Rec 1 before you can watch Rec 2. the beginning of the movie picks up from where it ended in Rec 1.

if you guys refer to my tagboard, you can see someone by the nickname 'i think' who tagged in my tagboard. seriously, why use the nickname 'i think'? or simply just because he/she dare not reveal his/her mighty name?

i am not stupid. from the way this freak of nature types, i have a feeling as to who he/she is. i know who has what account to which website like Twitter or Facebook. like i said, i am not stupid. yes, i told boyfriend about it. he laughed it off and labeled them as STUPID PEOPLE. but personally, i feel that labeling them stupid is a total insult to stupid people, get what i mean? LOL!

many of you will agree with me that there is nothing wrong with blogging about how i feel. yes, i cannot stop people if they tend to criticize me or insult me. the same goes for me. people cannot stop me from saying how i feel.

actually, it is really simple. if those people do not like what i type, then jolly well fuck off from my cyber life. i am not the one who asked them to keep poking their filthy noses into my life. you know, this kind of people means that they cannot go past their own obstacle, that is why they feel annoyed with what i type.

i am not the kind who would stick to my boyfriend like glue when things happen. if i say i will do something, i mean i will. i am not like some bitches, ALL TALK NO SHOW.

i did ask myself that if i ever see any of them on the streets, will i simply lower my head and quietly walk away or will i look at them in the eye? i chose to look at them in the eye. why, you may ask. well, i am NOT the one who started betraying people by spilling out secrets. have you ever heard of the saying, DO UNTO OTHERS AND OTHERS WILL DO UNTO YOU?

i can only say, i hope those people who feel annoyed by me will learn how to enjoy disappointment. life still goes on for me, in a blissful way. =)

we are still going on..

2010-04-11T05:49:00.001+08:00

this picture was taken at dylan's first birthday celebration at that big chalet i really love.

HAPPY 8 YEARS 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!

at long last~

2010-04-10T19:54:00.002+08:00

i know i have not been updating my blog with pictures because my cellphone camera sucks! but nevertheless, i still managed to take some pictures during this past week. =)

boyfriend and i went to watch this long-awaited movie at cineleisure last thursday with jay, weiyi, bryan and jace!

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars

although the ending was really very arupt, the storyline was still really nice. i love greek mythology! =)

camwhored in my room while waiting for boyfriend to arrive.

boyfriend and i at centrepoint.

smiling everyday keeps all kinds of troubles and worries away! =)

i love you, baby! =)

me with weiyi. HAHAHA!

i asked boyfriend to take a picture of my hair. i was being playful and i stuck something on my hair.

that was what the 'hair accessory' says! LOL!

last tuesday, boyfriend and i went down to changi to look for jinlin at around 12.30am to fish for squids! i tell you, you guys should try it! it was really fun! =)

totally dressed down for squid-catching.

a very emo jinlin. =p

last evening, after my class, jay and weiyi were nice enough to fetch me from work with boyfriend. then off we went to golden mile complex to book tickets for our upcoming trip to to genting! =)

while waiting for jay, weiyi and boyfriend.

i will be going up to genting on the 2nd may 2010 to 5th may 2010. honestly, it will be my first virgin coach trip up to genting. the previous time i went up to genting was on boyfriend's bike. i wonder if i can get used to the long coach ride. i shall see. =)

jay, weiyi, boyfriend and i will be taking a coach up to genting but we will be meeting other friends up there. they will be driving up on their own from kuala lumpur. =)

after booking the tickets for our genting trip, we went someplace nearby to have our dinner then off we went to kallang's macdonalds to slack.

boyfriend and i.

i kept on playing with boyfriend's iphone game called Angry Birds. actually, boyfriend has that game in his iphone long ago but i never really got around to playing it until recently.

before my genting trip, i need to get a brand new PSP battery for my PSP so that i will not be bored to death on my way up to genting in the coach. i have to make sure my ipod is fully charged so that i can listen to some of my favourite tunes on the move.

3 more hours and i will be on my way to the airport. yes, you guessed it right! i will be there, waiting for boyfriend to knock off from work. =)

love is all around~

2010-04-06T01:54:00.002+08:00

i just returned home about 2 hours ago from downtown east's Ehub. boyfriend and i went to catch a movie together.

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

actually, i should rate it a 3.5. but josh duhamel is really charming in the movie. but too bad, he is already married to fergie from the BEP in real life. some girls just have all the luck. LOL!

right now, i am blogging while sipping a bottle of cranberry juice. i have been very active in twitter these few weeks. maybe because most of my friends are twitter-crazy? LOL!

boyfriend said i should probably leave the first week of may free. because he will most probably be bringing me along with his colleagues to a trip up to genting! YAY!!! but i just hope it will not clash with my classes, though. =)

my mom and i had a heart-to-heart talk a few days ago. i am really glad that i have a mom who is always there to listen to my problems, although sometimes, she tends to be a little too naggy and paranoid. in this world, some people are not that fortunate. but personally, for myself, in my own point of view, my mom brought me up and i am really grateful that i am blessed with such a cute but irritating mom. =p

i know i am being very 'kiasu'.. but i am already thinking of what to get for my mom on mother's day! =p

selling this away~

2010-04-05T03:36:00.003+08:00

hello, people!

i am currently selling off this Playstation 3 game at $30.

the reason as to why i am selling it off is because.. well, it is not really my kind of game. i still prefer games like Final Fantasy.

so, if any of your friends owns a Playstation 3 and they are looking for new games, kindly please ask them to take a look at this. they can leave a message in my blog's tagboard and i will get back to them as soon as possible.

your help is very much appreciated. thank you.

dylan's 1st birthday with pooh and friends~

2010-04-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

dylan's birthday was like, a week ago. and it is only until now that i managed to blog out the pictures.

boyfriend and i got up early last sunday and got ready to go over to the chalet at around 2pm. pearllyn and andy met us at the car park. the buffet did not start until 7pm. during the 5 hours, joyce asked for our help to decorate the chalet with lots of balloons, with winnie the pooh as the party theme!

doing up the last touching ups before the buffet arrived.

joyce decided to take a break by playing mahjong.

the guys decided to take a break by occupying the comfortable couch.

joyce was nice enough to order pizza hut for us. LOL!

the wooden bench swing just outside the chalet.

oops! who was this aunty taking out the trash? LOL!

the chalet was a really beautiful one! the doors were all made of glass and they are sliding doors. when it gets sunny during the daytime, you just need to pull the curtains to prevent the glaring sun from pouring into the huge and spacious living room! there was also a dining area and a really huge kitchen. the television itself is a wall-mounted plasma television and it comes with a DVD player! just right beside the dining area outside the patio, there stood a BBQ pit and if you were to walk further down, there are swimming pools! it really is my ideal kind of home. and not to mention, everywhere you go in the chalet, you can feel the cooling breeze of the air-conditioning! SOLID!~

after we had the buffet, joyce decided to have the cake-cutting ceremony. i fell in love with dylan's birthday cake at first sight!

and we welcome the star of the day!

super duper uber sweet thing! =)

son and mummy.

we were all trying to get dylan to look at the camera and smile but it was not as easy as it seemed.

i was kind of attracted to this pooh and friends collection.

actually, i wanted to kind of.. 'steal' heffalump from joyce. but i decided not to in the end. i want her to give it to me on her own accord. LOL!

can you believe these cute little bumble bees are really sweets? as in, candies?

leslie suggested using pearllyn's SLR camera to take a group picture, using the 10-second timer.

then, he suggested taking a picture with the 2-second timer and our group picture turned out like this!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!

i love them all!~~

boyfriend and i stayed over at the chalet and had macdonalds breakfast the next morning. we were woken up by dylan's loud crying from the other room. LOL!

i had a really great time! maybe i will consider booking a chalet like this for my birthday celebration this year. =)

with friends like pearllyn, joyce, andy, leslie, melody and joanne around me, they are the ones who make my life colourful.

so if anyone thinks and assumes that i have no life, no friends, have nothing and i am just a pathetic living creature, well, think again. maybe next time, in future, the worst things might not happen to me. =)

the 3rd book..

2010-03-26T18:12:00.002+08:00

my next indulgence!

i have not bought it yet, but i will, soon enough. =)

HIATUS

2010-03-20T01:42:00.001+08:00

hello, people.

i am sorry to say that my blog will be on hiatus for a period of time.

but you all know, i will be back when i am back. =)

tatsuya fujiwara is love, love, love!

2010-03-17T06:13:00.002+08:00

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

my new found love!

TATSUYA FUJIWARA!

actually, i have already liked him since his 'Battle Royale' days. i believe he will make it big someday. and i was right!

the 3D experience.

2010-03-07T21:20:00.002+08:00

i managed to catch this movie in 3D a few days ago!

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

johnny depp is really amazing! he can really bring any character he portrays to life! boyfriend and i caught this wonderful movie at AMK Hub with jay and weiyi.

me and boyfriend with 3D glasses.

a week plus ago, boyfriend and i went down to pasir ris farmway 3 and met up with my buddy, joyce and her husband.

my buddy, joyce.

a few days ago, i had a scrumptious supper at river valley's spize restaurant with boyfriend, roy and ah seng.

root beer float! my very favourite! =)

a couple of pictures from a month ago..

outside takashimaya.

at lunar.

jace darling is coming to meet me soon. i better get ready and stop blogging for now.

tomorrow is a monday. another new week! =)

addictive!

2010-02-27T19:43:00.003+08:00

my current ringtone on my cellphone.

super addictive, i must say!

♥♥♥

2010-02-23T19:56:00.002+08:00

finally, i am back to update my blog! i know it has been kind of stagnant these 2 weeks. sorry. =)

caught these movies during chinese new year..

RATING: 4 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 3 out of 5 stars.

RATING: 2 out of 5 stars.

seriously, The Wolfman sucks! i fell asleep for like, 2 minutes. if it was not for boyfriend who woke me up, i would have slept till the end of the movie. but Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief is really super! and to add it on, there is this really cute actor whom i have been noticing since Gamer..

LOGAN LERMAN! =)

boyfriend and i have been hanging out in town for these past few days, only to go home really late.

fun time at iluma..

boyfriend and me.

jacelyn and me.

thanks ah.. jacelyn. LOL!

boyfriend, me, bryan and jacelyn.

the 4 of us, again..

and again..

and again.. LOL!

town shopping with boyfriend, bryan, brenda, lorraine and jacelyn..

and finally, i managed to purchase my novel..

dinner at serangoon with boyfriend's colleagues..

then to lunar at night..

those days were indeed fun and well spent! =)

i will be back with updates for my next blog entry.. but i am going to blog about some stuff that made me really pissed which happened today. you will all know when i blog it out. =)

blank thoughts.

2010-02-20T16:33:00.004+08:00

i signed in to blogger because i wanted to blog and do some updates.

but in the end, i ended up staring at my laptop screen for like, 2 minutes and decided that..

I SHALL BE BACK WITH UPDATES SOON!

sorry, peeps! too lazy to update. =p

let's rock the tiger year!

2010-02-13T14:02:00.002+08:00

in a few hours' time, we will all be saying goodbye to the cow and welcome the tiger!

HAPPY 2010!!!

and not forgetting..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

have an awesome weekend!

another month old..

2010-02-11T17:54:00.002+08:00

the days just whizzed past and before i knew it..

HAPPY 8 YEARS AND 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!

goodbye, black hair.

2010-02-10T21:02:00.003+08:00

red hair for the upcoming chinese new year!

it is only day 2 with my red hair.. but i am already thinking of changing my hair colour again. =p

the old times, again~

2010-02-08T18:37:00.003+08:00

yes, i know. i am really late for catching this movie. but better late than never, right?

RATING: 3.5 out of 5 stars.

caught this comedy with boyfriend, guomin and joanne after dinner at simpang bedok.

me and joanne.

i cannot really remember when was the last time joanne and i met up. but i know for sure, it was really long ago.

boyfriend and i went down to chinatown for a walk with guomin and joanne last evening.

all set to go chinatown!

it was red, red and red all over chinatown! to chinese people, the colour red means auspicious.

me and boyfriend. i look as though i was wearing a wig. =p

me and joanne, along the streets of chinatown.

after all those squeezing at chinatown, boyfriend and i went over to hougang and met up with bryan and his girlfriend. jay, weiyi and philander came down to look for us after that. all of us had a really crazy time talking crap and teasing each other. i love this kind of life, carefree and simple.

2 days ago, i went down to hougang plaza to play L4D2 with boyfriend, philander and his friend. i do not know whether i was damn unlucky or whatever, but i saw someone who recently provoked me. she had her back facing me all the while. of course, i could not care less. but when i was paying at the counter, she turned and saw me. i thought she would somehow recognise me because i know, she totally dislikes me. well, i totally dislike her too, maybe even more than that! but to my surprise, she just glanced up and looked away. the reaction she gave me was that she DID NOT recognise me at all. to me, it was a good thing. why? for me, i do not want to waste time with kids. =p

another week and it is Chinese New Year. i can see many red packets coming my way! =)